23/04/2026
There have been months I didn’t even see one client.
And when your income is zero… it doesn’t feel good.
Especially when you’ve been independent your whole life.
Before everything happened, I was already trying to navigate working with less capacity�after my partner’s stroke.
But then when I lost my dad… everything stopped.
I wanted to get back into it, but I just couldn’t.
Not mentally, not emotionally.
And at the same time, there’s that pressure in the background of having no money coming in.
But not wanting to do the work just for the money either…because that’s not what it’s about.
That’s been one of the hardest parts for me, having to accept what is and just step back.
