17/05/2025
I used to think God was waiting for me on the other side of the mess… after I got it together, after I figured it out, after I could talk about it without crying. But the longer I walk with Him, the more I realize that He never stood at a distance.
He came close right in the middle of it.
It wasn’t in the tidy testimony or the polished ending. It was in the tears on the bathroom floor. The overwhelmed prayers. The silence that felt like failure. That’s where grace showed up, not as a fix, but as a presence.
God didn’t wait for me to be okay. He met me when I wasn’t. He sat with me in the ache, held what I couldn’t hold, and whispered truth when I forgot how to believe it.
2 Corinthians 12:9 says, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” I always thought weakness disqualified me. But it turns out, it’s the place where He begins to work.
If you're still in the middle of your mess, grace is already there. Not waiting for your breakthrough. Meeting you in the breakdown.
- Little Sparrow Loved 🤍
If you’ve ever felt like you had to hold it together to be close to God, come sit with me at www.littlesparrowloved.com You don’t have to be fixed to be fully loved.
