Healing Beyond The Veil

30/08/2025

Trauma can change something within you like the flick of a switch. And so can healing.
Coming face to face with past traumas when you have gone through healing can feel like flicking a light switch on and off and nothing happening. No power, no energy, nothing. “Huh, that’s strange”
How many times do you test the connection just to check? On/Off On/Off On/Off
The sense of empowerment when you realise no matter how many times that switch gets flicked, there’s no connection. I can see the connection how is was, but nope. Nothing
One more time On/Off still nothing.
Yep, I can leave it now.
And this ladies and gentlemen sums up my last 2 weeks of checking the On/Off switch.
How can a switch that powered my whole space no longer have connection?

Allow this simple illustration to explain energy healing
You’re welcome
Erica 💖

30/08/2025

Being a Scorpio I was an easy target. Even those who are not narcissistic but want to manipulate opinion and situations do this.

Female Narcissists will manipulate you into thinking you're the narcissist, because when you're triggered you yell, get frustrated, or express anger, she spins it to her advantage. This reaction, known as Reactive Abuse, is exactly what she’s been waiting for—it’s a calculated setup, not an accident. She understands human emotion well enough to provoke responses in others and then twist those responses to fit her narrative. When you finally reach a breaking point and express your true feelings—anger, frustration, hurt—she frames it as though you are the one with the problem, the one who’s unstable or abusive.

She then takes this moment and projects it outward, telling anyone who will listen, “You see! He’s the one abusing me!” People observing from the outside, who only see your reaction and not the provocations that led to it, are easily convinced by this story. In her eyes, your genuine emotional response becomes the proof she needs to appear blameless, righteous, and victimized. This isn’t just about winning arguments; it’s about controlling perception, manipulating reality, and isolating you from support. She wants to erode your credibility, undermine your confidence, and make you question your own memory and instincts, leaving you feeling guilty for merely being human.

Over time, this pattern chips away at your sense of reality. You begin to question yourself constantly: Was I really overreacting? Am I really the problem here? And all the while, she maintains the appearance of innocence and composure, skillfully turning your natural reactions into her ammunition. Understanding this dynamic is crucial, because once you see the pattern clearly, you can separate your own truth from her manipulations, protect your mental and emotional well-being, and refuse to be drawn into the trap of reactive guilt.

12/08/2025

Do I need to say it again? Are you chasing peoples ever reducing attention span? Are you chasing peoples ever expanding need for new and more?
Show up for you.
Show up for those who are willing to watch, listen and understand.
If you don’t have the patience to stop and pay attention, you will miss so much.
Erica

12/08/2025

12/08/2025

My point. Just because I’m on platforms, it doesn’t mean this is my intention. Working for algorithms which change all the time keeps you focusing on the tech and adjusting yourself and your work to fit. I admire those who can keep up with it! Those who do, hold their own intentions which work for them.
Erica

11/08/2025

Yesterday I had to make a decision on my personal fb account. Due to changes created by fb, in order to keep my followers I had to allow full public access to my personal profile. All of my past posts and photos which were for family and friends would now be for the world to have access to.
When you have the opportunity of full exposure, how do you see this? There isn’t a right or wrong answer. Do you follow the trend and be open so people see the real you which is still only their perspective of what you show. But, you have the opportunity for monetizing and other things? Or do you see this as opportunity to assert boundaries? Boundaries also come at a cost.
I chose boundaries.

For years I gave people what they expected, what pleased, what would get me approved or liked. How did that work out for me? I was still authentic, but filtered through so much. While this sounds contradictory, it’s not. Authentic intentions, blinded by beliefs and past experiences showing up as people pleasing.
It’s only through healing and personal growth did I realise I had more choices than I thought. Realising what I was doing was for the benefit of others and not for me.

The belief systems here could be
~ Feeling uncomfortable means I’m expanding past my comfort zone and therefore it’s serving me
~ Success requires this of me
Are these true?

What’s interesting for me is the more I have grown and the longer I have been doing my spiritual work, the more I have consciously stepped back.
I post when I intuitively feel guided. Unfortunately the algorithms don’t like that.

If you want to send me a friends request, please do, but message when sending it if we’ve not met in person or I’ll probably not accept. Please don’t be offended or judged by this. Please respect that I honour my privacy.

Perhaps this will change, but for now, this is me.
Erica ✨

11/08/2025

...Yeah. It was a soul contract. We've had a few other lifetimes before so this is why I don't want anyone to have issues with her. Get over yourselves. If I can see things from the bigger picture so the F can you. She had to play the role of being able to do what she did and so it was all divine contracts. And so there was a massive purpose to it and so I don't want her name to be said here even though I could say it. And I will say it soon. But you must give love to Love, and this is so important. Stop having villains. Stop having people that you feel like you are totally allowed to hate, because guess what? That is lowering your vibration, and that's actually impacting her as well. And so you know, stop it. She's my beloved and if you respected me you'd get over yourselves and understand there is a spiritual perspective here and it's all okay. I needed to have this experience and so did she and so did you. And so growing from it and accepting it and stop being cry babies over something that happened to me, not you. You know, see it from the bigger perspective. My tragedy is not for you to hold on to and have revenge over emotionally. And while you're at getting over yourselves, and you know, having hard feelings over someone that you've never met before and actually don't know the purpose of the bigger picture. Start thinking about other things that you know are happening with the crimes against humanity, and apply the hard tough love message I'm sending to you now. None of it is actually any of your F-ing business. Those souls are there to be able to do their purpose, to grow from their experiences and it has nothing to do with you. It is contracts. Life contracts for those souls. And so those souls are here to help awaken humanity, not get you depressed, not get you so addicted to listening to the horror stories that you can't even think for yourselves again. Stop being controlled from one drama to another. Get over it. You're awake. Move on. Focus on your own inner work, I say this with love....

"Conversations From Heaven To Earth"

10/08/2025

This message touched my heart and broadened my perspective on the connections we have with our loved ones who’ve passed over. We often think when we’ve left this life we’ve completed all our experiences and lessons on that. But this suggests otherwise.

Angel Message - Spiritual teamwork with ancestors
✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨
I loved channeling this beautiful message for you. It’s always an honour and a blessing to receive insight, guidance and love from ancestors and family who have passed over.
They congratulate and thank you so much for the efforts you have and are making in your life this far. You are helping them understand and learn from the choices made and experiences had in their own lifetimes which have impacted you. They can see now the ripple effect through generations. This is of great service to their spiritual understanding. Your loved ones will take what you are teaching them into their next incarnation. They may be part of the next few generations coming forward into earthly existence. Just how they laid the foundation for your life experience, you lay the foundation for theirs. They guide you through this life with love, so much love. Enjoy this journey knowing you are all experiencing this as a team, just through different perspectives, levels of consciousness and dimensions.
Channeled with much love from your ancestors, loved ones and Angels
Erica 💖

For further guidance I recommend browsing through these playlists on my YouTube channel.
💖Grief and loss
💖The universe, Earth & the collective
💖Relationships, partners, friends, family

Angel Message - Spiritual teamwork with ancestorsI loved channeling this beautiful message for you. It’s always an honour and a blessing to receive insight, ...