22/08/2025
I can laugh now, but sums me up this week..
I have debated doing this post, but have decided to do it not for sympathy as I'm fine (and I am very brave 🤣)mostly to laugh at myself for being such a drama queen but mainly and more importantly for anyone that gets as scared as I do about having any sort of tests done, and just walks round with their head in the clouds hoping "it will sort itself out"
I have had trouble with my stomach for quite some time but always put off going to doctors as I was scared of what they would find and, I still felt fine, exercising everyday, appetite fine no extreme weightloss or fatigue (google is the worst for looking up symptoms🥹) anyway I finally went (panicking) to be told I was to have blood tests, ultra sound and FIT test (oh the devastation) Ok can deal with US not too keen on Bloods, defo didn’t want to do the FIT test and put it off for as long as I could (Dr nagging). had them done, and blood results came back all clear but 1, low blood count had to have more, still low and FIT showed slightly high blood count 😩😩.so was put in for an emergency CT scan (now I am panicking and wishing I had never gone), the scan was fine and all clear, I thought thank god all done, OH NO.. as they still didn't know why my blood was so low i was then booked for an emergency colonoscopy MY WORST NIGHTMARE 😭😭.( I mean it is an exit only!!)
I had spoken to people who have had this done and they are all saying to me its fine, you don't feel anything, maybe a bit uncomfortable, the worst bit is the drink you have to have the night before, I didn't believe them I thought they were saying it to make me feel better (as you do) and was in a state of panic for a couple of weeks wondering how I could get out of it (but I had my husband worrying about me so didn't want to upset him further) I googled it (don't google it)
AnywayI cried as soon as I left my husband I mean C'MON I'm nearly 50 FGS (but he really does look after me bless him) BUT (no pun intended) I've been had it done and I can honestly say( I PANICKED OVER NOTHING) I didn't feel a thing it was over so quick and I was soon sat having a coffee, The worst bit really is the drink 🤢The nurses were lovely, the man doing my procedure came out to meet me and shook my hand (I hope he'd washed them)
I am so pleased to have finally gotten to the "bottom"😂 of it and we can now breathe a sigh of relief
Colonoscopys look for colorectal cancer, including cancerous and pre cancerous polyps (which can be removed there and then) Inflammatory bowel disease (IBD) ulcerative colitis, Crohn's disease and diverticular disease.
So if you are worried about any stomach issues, you have any unusual bleeding or blood in your poo please go get checked out.
The doctors and nurses do this everything single day, there is NOTHING to be embarrassed about 🩷
I mean I can say all this now, If you'd have seen me Tuesday/Wednesday that would have been a different matter😆
And there’s no need for you start looking for another yoga teacher… winner winner 😂😂