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05/04/2026

The day everything changed - Sunday 17th March 2024

When you look back at life, you can see how every little step leads towards something bigger. Whilst there are a few choice crossroads that ultimately brought me here, those are for other stories.

I both yearned for this and resisted it. All that is important is that, however it happened, I was booked onto a Trance Workshop with 7 of us participating. Everyone except me had been sitting in circles or had a lot of prior experience and/or interest in the work of mediums and spirit/channelling. I - had none really. I had sat in a small circle with those attending for no more than maybe 6 weeks.

I felt pressure, expectation and judgement from myself and others (though that was probably in my head). Excitement at what could be. And pre-preparation for disappointment at what would, in all likelihood, be nothing much.

You see I started 2024 knowing - just knowing that the time had come to seriously address my spiritual path. I knew I had abandoned a huge part of me and let it drown in work and family commitments. I had let me drop to the bottom of a very long list of must do, should do and have to's. I see now that was nobody's fault, other than my own.

The workshop itself consisted of grounding & protection; initial meditation to blend with our guides; overshadowing/transfiguration meditations to watch for changes in those sitting; channelling demonstration; channelling in pairs; trance healing on 3 volunteers from the group.

Most of the day, I felt very little. Some minor heart rate increases. I could see nothing in regards to others overshadowing whilst much of the group were talking excitedly about what they saw. I felt a bit of a failure.

After lunch the channelling demo seemed all too simple and then we split into pairs to take it in turns to do the same. My partner was the only person in the group I didn't know. In hindsight - I see the perfection in this. No pressure or expectation. Someone who didn't know me from Adam. I didn't want to go first - they were ok with that. Then it was my turn…

I felt the nerves that you get if ever you're about to go on stage - or talk in public, whilst trying to maintain my absolute cool and calm in order to 'meditate' and get into the right headspace for what we were doing.

This is what I wrote in my journal (slightly abbreviated to fit into this post):

"I wasn't prepared and presumed it would be a bit dull. All started as expected. As my meditation had me descend further in my 'elevator' to blend, my breathing became so slow and deep. My head went up - up so much I was tilted back and my eyes filled with tears. My lips twitched. My eyes were flicking a lot. I started crying - tears flowing down my face and my nose running.....

My partner asked me to come back into the room. Our trainer was there with me as I just sobbed and sobbed - properly sobbed - not out of sadness and for no reason really - but I remember saying it was like I had been reunited with someone I hadn't seen for a really long time. My partner asked if I was ok and said I didn't look like the kind of person who cried much - I said I wasn't!"

I can tell you, I was speechless, shellshocked and elated. Elated that something, finally something had happened that I just knew was real and important for me.

We watched our trainers do trance healing on one of the group. Then another volunteer, this time 4 of us were going to do the 'trance healing' on them. One of us each side of the treatment couch. I was sat on the right side. I had no idea what would happen.

From my journal:
"I remember thinking a lot about what I probably should do and if I was making it up! I felt I should stand up but didn't want to as I thought everyone would think I was showing off! But I did - awkwardly - with my eyes closed. I put my hands out over them. They started coughing - a lot. I started to sway a lot, with my deep breathing. Our trainers moved behind me to make sure I didn't fall over. Then I felt my arms move - undirected by me! They ended up, spread wide - like I was on the cross - not at all embarassing! But also very cool!! I then felt I should move up towards their head end more. Again, overthinking how silly I would look shuffling to the right with my eyes still closed. I put my arms out in front again and then they just started properly vibrating and shaking. It was like I was holding a Kango or something - PROPERLY flopping about!"

"It was then my turn as a volunteer on the couch to receive healing from the others. I literally just shook and shivered the whole time. I felt I was getting an upgrade to deal with the new energy. When they finished, I just stayed on the couch lying down while everyone cleared up around me. I just felt too spaced out to move. When I finally did, my head felt about 2 heads higher than it physically was but I felt so energised!"

And that, as they say, was just the beginning. ✨🤍

20/03/2026

Energy changes around us all the time.
Energy of others. Energy of self, Energy of environment Sound. Light. Thought.

Some people are deeply tuned into the precise movements of the planets — how they shift the cosmos, our place within it, and, if you believe it, our path through daily life.

Whilst I work with energy to heal, to clear and to create, that level of astronomical detail isn’t usually high on my priority list.

But today is different.
Today, I feel it.

A 9 year cycle has ended and today, the Spring Equinox brings a clear frequency. A feeling that the path has been swept. That the way ahead is certain and true.

If you’ve been following what’s being shared online — the end of the Year of the Snake and the arrival of the Year of the Fire Horse — you might be expecting fireworks.

A sudden turning of the page.
Life unfolding in the way you’ve been waiting for.
Whilst that would be wonderful…
I don’t believe that’s what this is.

Today is about clarity. Truth.
Stepping forward with an undeniable knowing that YOU are the one making the decisions.

You are the one with the power to say no.
You are the one with the authority on you and if something no longer fits — your heart, your alignment, your direction — then now is the time to acknowledge it.
Not with anger.
Not with ego.
Not with fire and brimstone.
But with clarity.
With understanding.
With truth and integrity.

You don’t have to be ‘woo’ (I truly dislike that word - but it does do the job) to understand this. In normal, regular language. The translation is:

From today, speak your truth from the heart.
Say what you feel with calm openness and acceptance of the outcome - whatever it may be.
Continue the job, the chores, the responsibilities of all that we have in this life, but do it with clarity, love and with your cards on the table for all to see.

14/03/2026

Just over two years ago I opened a new journal. This was the first thing I wrote:

There is magic. I’m sure it is all around us all the time. Universal energy is everything. It makes the dark and the light and I believe we choose how much of each we let into our lives. Both consciously and subconsciously. Sadly the world seems to have forgotten much of what the light is capable of, focusing on fear, negativity, stress, illness, guilt, greed and scarcity.
For me, I have felt I can create magic for myself and others from an early age.

“I want to build a merry-go-round.”
I remember saying that before my sister was born – so that makes me 2 or 3. In my head, I was going to build a carousel. A huge, magical, glowing carousel like the one at Disneyland, but with more magic.
Why did I want to do this?
Well, now I think long and hard about it, I wanted to create. To bring into the world physically what was in my head.
And when I had created it, I wanted people to come and enjoy it. I wanted them to feel happiness and joy… and hope.
The more I think on this, the more I realise that hope is the magic missing so much in the world.
Hope.
Dreams.
Love.
= MAGIC.
I started in earnest to build my merry-go-round that day. I went to the garage, thinking everything I needed would be in there. I got a hammer, jar of nails and a couple of pieces of wood. They were offcuts of skirting board – maybe 20 or 30 cm each. I took them to the patio, put one over the other in a cross shape and started to nail them together.

And then I realised I was falling very short of magical.
At age 2 or 3 I didn’t know how to fix this because what was in my head was absolutely not what was in front of me. The challenge seemed truly out of reach.
So I did what any creative child would do. I turned it into a “see-saw” and put my feet either side of the middle and wobbled to and fro for a bit until I got bored.

But my whole life I have remembered this.
It is not a distant memory. It is crystal clear and I regularly feel the need to “build my merry-go-round”.
To me it means, I want to create an exciting, ground-breaking adventure to awaken people to the magic and the wonder they are oblivious to.

25/02/2026

If you ask what ‘Light Language’ is on Google, you get this:
“Light language is a channeled, multi-dimensional and vibrational frequency expressed through sound, spoken words, hand movements, or written symbols to facilitate healing, energetic alignment, and spiritual growth. It acts as a direct, non-verbal transmission from higher consciousness—such as soul, angelic, or galactic sources—that bypasses the rational mind to communicate directly with the soul.”

Annoyingly, the description of light language when I first looked it up 2 years ago, was not as informative as that and I went searching aaaaaall over to find out more. My first go to was to find someone who could translate what I was saying. Well - that’s not as straightforward as it seems, because light language has no alphabet, no learnable structure and is nothing at all like learning French!

In reality, my own personal experience of it, is more like this:
Light Language is me speaking (or singing) an unlimited number of unknown languages (some of which sound absolutely preposterous) with complete and natural fluency and zero understanding whilst, at the same time, sensing the emotion behind it. That emotion may or may not result in smiling, crying or laughing!

Over time, I have come to know the ‘dialects’ I am speaking. When I say ‘know’, that is, I’ve given them my own name if I am unable to identify from research. For example, I am very certain that some of the dialects I speak are Lyran, Pleiadian and Arcturian….but then I have then one I call ‘Rabbit Snuffles’. I have not looked in the mirror at any time when speaking LL - I have a very good imagination so I’m leaving it at that!

Whilst some people who speak LL are able to ‘translate’, they do so intuitively, and not word for word.

In case you’re wondering, I don’t need to go into trance, meditation, special breathing or anything remotely ‘yogic’ to speak light language. I can literally switch mid sentence in a normal conversation if I choose to. I also don’t suffer with LL ‘Tourette’s’’! I am in complete control and not under the spell of any alien forcing me to say things against my will!

Also - good to know - I have a sense of humour ;)

21/02/2026

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21/02/2026

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