12/01/2026
I had a bit of a blip in December.
I decided to take the month off and have a break to be the ‘me’ before I started this journey.
In that month, I struggled to feel present, and felt as though something was ‘missing’.
In my address last night at the Divine Service, I spoke about this and in speaking I realised, that sense of loss was a loss of connection,
Not with the universal power or Divine Source. But within myself.
As I continued to speak, I became aware of the truth of which I’m seeking, to understand as to why I couldn’t enjoy my ‘ time off. ‘
The realisation that the development and awareness of self and connection to the energy of life
becomes at times all encompassing. So much so, that when you make a decision to stop, the change in how you feel is strong , and you start to question yourself and the World you live in.
You can never be disconnected from the oneness, but your thoughts and perception can tell you you can.
TRUST is key.
Letting go and surrendering to the ebb and flow of all life, knowing that to stay present will allow those moments to be understood. 😊
Just another little lesson for me …
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I am teaching my second class this evening of the Beginners Awareness Course in Bingley.
It’s a lovely bunch of people who are open and willing and I’m very much enjoying it.
❤️
