31/05/2018
ONE YEAR ON ❤️
A year ago today my life changed forever. Something I took for granted suddenly stopped. I was admitted to A&E with what I presumed was a kidney infection only to find out my bladder was failing.
Since then I have had numerous consultations and investigations to find out why and one year on I still don’t know. I may never know why!!!!
I have had to learn to adapt my life accordingly.....which trust me hasn’t been easy. I have very dark days and when people say ‘I don’t know how you do it’ my only response is ‘what choice do I have?’
There may be a solution but it’s not guaranteed. Even if it’s successful my life will never go back to how it was. I will still struggle on a daily basis but life will hopefully be a little easier.
I’m not writing this status for sympathy or to go into the ins and outs of my problem.
I’m writing this status to say THANK YOU to everyone that has helped and supported me over the last 12 months ❤️
My family, my friends and my work colleagues who have been so patient with me when I needed it most I am so grateful to you.
But most of all my wonderful man who has made me realise I don’t need to try do everything myself and that some friendships are meant to be a whole lot more, given the chance ❤️
He always knows exactly what to say and even when I feel and look like s**t still manages to make me feel like the most special woman on the planet.
I suppose all I’m saying is that even when life sucks there are people around to help, listen and love you 💖💖
But also, don’t judge people by what you see on the surface. The people that appear the ‘happiest and smiliest’ can sometimes be crying inside 😢
