
04/05/2025
Typhoid. Thatâs how my year kicked off.đ€đ
Yeah⊠that old-school Victorian disease decided to make a surprise comeback and I was the lucky host. Iâll spare you the details (theyâre grim), but letâs just say: five to six weeks of being completely wiped out.
Couldnât move. Breathing was hard. Eating? Non-existent. The pain? Constant and deep, like my whole body was shutting down.
I wasnât just tired. I was done.
No fuel. No function.
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And just like that, everything Iâd worked for disappeared, years of building muscle, baseline fitness, strength. I was deep into my HYROX prep, running pace!
I felt fit, capable, strong. Then suddenly, I couldnât walk to the bathroom without needing to lie down.
That hurt. Physically, mentally, all of it.
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As a nutritionist, that was the killer, My whole job is helping others live at their best, yet here I was, totally unable to help myself.
Running a business, managing a podcast? Impossible. I couldnât even manage walking to the kitchen.
When your motivation is to create, uplift and inspire, but you feel completely broken it hits different.
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And hereâs the bit no one talks about when you ârecover,â from many illnesses, thats where the real work just begins.
The ripple effects have been brutal, zero appetite, exhaustion, brain fog, and the frustration of having to start from scratch. And I mean scratch. I felt like I had nothing left.
Thatâs the part no supplement or macro split can fix.
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But in the last couple of weeks, thereâs been a spark. A flicker of energy. Enough to start moving again, to reconnect with my training, to remember what it feels like to want to move.
Momentum. Even if itâs slow,it matters.
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Today, I made it to the top of a mountain again. It wasnât pretty,I complained, sweated, nearly turned back,but I got there.
And that win? It was massive.
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This isnât about being âback.â This is about beginning again.
The climb is real. The comeback is slower than I want. But the momentum? Itâs happening.
And Iâm not done yet.
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And if youâre rebuilding too just know youâre not behind. Youâre in it. Right where the magic happens.
We go again.
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