25/10/2025
The inner fight, struggle to get up some days, to put that mask on so people around dont know or to what extent you are going through, if mind is saying you be a burden, you wont be heard, listened to or other thoughts maybe not good enough. All of this is so exhausting, can be exhausting being exhausted.
To others you are not a burden, you are more than good enough, you are strong but you dont have to be, others can be while you gain your strength.
Every day we see people and see they are strong confident but if they only knew. What if they did know, that maybe not fully confident in areas, not feeling strong what if they did want to just be there to listen. No not all but mostly we choose if we would like someone in our life, family friends relations but also with them being in our life they are also choosing that they want you.
What is it you need, someone there to listen, that acknowledgment that yes this is hard, painful, any feeling you are having as it is valid, have that calming touch. We can give ourselves that as well as others. Ok to give permission for this self care and love you are worth it and important.
Dear self, by — Shiori X Art: aon.ton_
I know that you've been through so much pain in life. There are times where you just smile to people but deep inside I know that you are sad. Sometimes you just hide your own pain so that the people around you won't worry about you. But I know it's hard to keep it all inside. Sometimes you want to give up but you couldn't tell anyone. I want you to know that I am proud of you. You are a brave person for fighting your battles alone.
I am proud of you for everything that you do to survive. I know you've pushed yourself too hard just to live. You've kept all your trauma to yourself, and I know sometimes it still hurt you. I am proud of you, always. You are stronger than you thought you are. You've come so far and I know someday everything you do will make sense. I want you to know that you deserve all the good things in the world. And after all that you've been through, you deserve to be happy.