
05/04/2025
I am the keeper of my mind and of my body, wherever love is present fear is a stranger, and love is here in me 💖
(Taken from a beautiful guided meditation called Tuning into Your Body by )
Thank you so much to so so many people who have now reached out to me and asked if I’m ok 🤗 … my close friends and family obviously know what’s going on, and I thought long and hard whether to post .. but here goes 😅
So, unfortunately after 12 years my breast cancer has returned, resulting in a full mastectomy three weeks ago with immediate reconstruction (because I’m vain 😅) and now I’m just awaiting further results from America, as this time it has reached the lymph nodes, to see whether chemo will be suggested 🫣
This post is NOT for sympathy or such like, but just a quickie to say that sometimes life happens and we just need to take time to step away to heal ❤️🩹 … and a reminder that the time to be motivated by guilt, resentment, perfectionism or competitiveness is now over … now is the time to do things out of love, celebration and the joy of self expression 🥰
I miss my horses so much right now (who I am still not allowed near for at least another 3 weeks!) and am so thankful for the support and strength of my loved ones, family and friends for looking after them so well while I can’t right now… especially as Socks had what should have been a minor procedure back in January that went extremely wrong 😢 and has spent a lot of the past three months in veterinary hospital … he came home the week before my surgery - so has obviously needed so much additional care.
I also miss my yoga and exercise lots as it’s always been my relaxation too … but I know I shall soon be back to both running around with the horses and my stretchercise again 💪 ☺️
Pics 📸 …
1. Hi hi 🙋♀️
2. Socks having a cuddle with my daughter at the weekend 💕
3. Oscar just being Oscar 🤪
4. One of my last tuck handstand practices for a little while now 😊
5. My last yoga practice before surgery 🧘♀️
If you’ve read this far … thank you ☺️
Big love to everyone… catch up soon 🤗