27/07/2025
⨠āThis Is My Next Chapterāš
A round-up. A return. A real one.Itās been a long time coming.
Iāve had a good few weeks off social media ā Iāve only done the bare minimum: my affiliate program videos with tight deadlines.Other than that⦠Iāve barely been online. No lives. No updates.I just needed that time.Spiritually, emotionally, practically.Iāve spent time with God. Time in prayer. Time with family.Weāve had birthdays and big moments that needed my full presence ā and I gave it.
Iāve also sat with the silence⦠and the loneliness.All the beautiful, difficult bits of life that hit harder when you let yourself be honest.Itās been quiet ā and itās been loud.Loud in my thoughts. Loud in the questions Iāve asked myself and asked God.āWhat next?āāWhich move do I make?āāWhen does this get easier?ā
Iāve got so many opportunities ahead, but ADHD can make it feel like youāre constantly walking in circles ā thinking too much, caring too deeply, doing too much, doubting it all anyway.I know Iām not alone in that.
š Iām now a licensed independent travel agent under InteleTravel UK.Iāve finished the training. Iām fully qualified.My amazing mentor Aaronās helped me so much, but now itās the next phase: learning the back office, building my team, staying consistent.But itās been a juggle ā financially, emotionally, practically.ADHD doesnāt care if youāre moving mountains. Itāll still make you feel like youāre doing nothing.A week can feel like three months⦠and sometimes the other way around.So Iāve been talking to myself every morning ā grounding myself.Staying grateful. Staying humble.Recognising what Iāve come through.Remembering the pain.Letting myself feel it⦠but not letting it define me.Itās not self-pity. Itās self-recognition.I gave too much to people and places that never deserved me.And Iām done doing that now.My calling ā and probably my ADHD too ā means I donāt just walk in quietly. I feel everything. I notice everything.And Iāve always been someone who, when I walk into a room, the atmosphere shifts.Some people love that.Some people donāt.Iāve made peace with both.Iām not here to play along with lies ā not mine, not anyone elseās.Integrity still matters.Even when no one sees it.Even when they pretend not to.Thatās what I stand on. Thatās what I teach.And even if it means I miss out on things ā or it looks like I do ā Iāll always choose the truth.Even when itās hard. Especially when itās hard.
So this post is me welcoming myself back into the next level of my life.š§ The thing shouting the loudest right now? The gym.Itās been on pause ā medical appointments, personal stuff, a massive back tattoo (which meant no spa or swimming for a bit).But that voice hasnāt stopped.āGo back to the gym.āāBuild your routine.āāAdd it back in.ā
I go to David Lloydās ā itās an incredible space.Iāve been mainly swimming and resting.But now Iām ready to train again.Ready to stretch my body as well as my mind and spirit.Even if that means 5AM alarms. Or two sessions a day.Iām up for it.My foundations are strong.Now itās time to build the structure.And thatās something I teach the girls too.Every good thought⦠every step forward⦠every bit of growthā¦Itās another brick in the fort youāre building for your future self.So imagine that:Youāre laying bricks.Then you build windows.Then a garden.Then a spa in the back.You keep building, and before you know it, youāve got something beautiful and solid thatās truly yours.šŖ“
Iām still making my teas.Still sourcing herbs.Still eating well (most of the time).Still growing.Still learning that Godās timing is better than mine ā even when my ADHD brain wants everything now.And as Iāve stepped back from the noise of social media, Iāve finally been able to hear Him.To see whatās been shouting underneath it all.To realise how much Iāve already done⦠and how far Iāve actually come.š And what I know now is this:Iām going to be doing more webinar training.More self teaching. Getting ready to start guiding people into travel through Earthly Elements Travels ā connected to InteleTravel, of course. Getting the knowledge out there.Helping people realise they can do this.Because if I can learn how to use the back office, how to book trips, how to actually start despite all the overwhelm āThen so can they.Every little step I teach the girlsā¦Is a step that helps me too.And thatās what this is all about.