The Elemental Apothecary

22/07/2025

July 22nd is the Feast Day of Saint Mary Magdalene, who was officially given status by the Vatican on June 10th of 2016 as the "Apostle of All Apostles" after being cast by the church as a pr******te.

As a Magdalene High Priestess it’s a day I celebrate.

I wanted to share this day as many of you connected to Mary with me at the 2023 festival - tonight is a great time to honour that.

As her Presence emerges strongly on the planet at this time through our consciousness, she bares the gifts of remembering our Feminine Womb Power (pure & erotic) and Sacred Moon Blood Magic.

She is:

🌹the embodiment of the divine feminine
🌹a great teacher of deep mystical wisdom
🌹the model of communion between worlds
🌹walks fearlessly in The Mystic
🌹the embrace of ecstatic love fully alive, then and now

As equal and Beloved to Yeshua, together they represent Holy and Divine Union, Unconditional Love, and the powers of co-creation as shared by the masculine and feminine (lunar and solar energies).

If you feel connected to her still then I’ll do a short ceremony tonight at 7pm to honour her and to ask for her to send her strength to her Palestinian family.

19/07/2025

Following on from my last post….

I used to always hurt my left side. My arm has broke a number of times - the hint was for me to stop blocking the feminine, to realise I can be soft and gentle yet strong and to receive help when needed.

If you look closely under the tattoo you can see one of two huge scars where in 1996 I fell into a stream of traffic (I was standing still at a busy crossing at the time).

As I fell the lights changed to red. I got up embarrassed only to notice my left arm was in z shape where the bone had broken and shattered past my elbow.

I refused help and took out my brick of a mobile phone to dial 999. As I looked up, a paramedic was looking over me as the first vehicle that had stopped at those lights was an ambulance and saw the whole thing.

I was faced with no choice but to accept help at that time. Without help in recovery I might not have even used the arm again.

Sometimes the universe prods you and other times it pushes you into a road until you listen.

19/07/2025

Twice in a week I have damaged the little finger on my right hand....

Damage to different sides of the body and parts of the body can be very reflective... normally its the higher self giving you a warning or even self sabotage rather than an internal pain that can be something emotional buried deep.

The right side of the body is the masculine... the side you lead with and go forth with.

Index Finger:
May indicate struggles with self-judgment or judgment of others, and the need for more tolerance and empathy.

Middle Finger:
Could be related to issues with responsibility, grounding, or anger management.

Ring Finger:
Associated with relationships, commitment, and emotional expression, so an injury might point to challenges in these areas.

Little Finger:
Linked to communication and illusion, so an injury could suggest imbalances in these aspects.

Thumb:
Connected to will and determination, so an injury might indicate a need to re-evaluate one's goals and approach

As I sit with this, the damaged finger is showing me how I have been shutting down recently - in communication, relationships, and personal power. In palmistry, the little finger (pinky) is associated with Mercury, representing communication, intelligence, and intuition.

Damage to this finger on the dominant (right) hand may suggest challenges in expressing oneself, difficulties in communication, or a need to re-evaluate one's approach to relationships. It could also indicate a potential for deception or illusion, or a need to break free from negative influences.

I know what I am doing wrong but sometimes we choose not to see until your higher self gets frustrated and traps your finger in a door!

If anyone keeps hurting the same body part let me know!

12/07/2025

Another hiatus since May. Basically I tried immersing myself 100% into the first world and it’s not enough - inserting more magic from now on to survive!

I don’t put myself out there much in the magical world but I’ll be appearing 3 Wishes Fairy Festival on 1st August - details below in meditations involving harvest fairies and Arcadia.

It’s a beautiful festival with a soft welcoming energy.

I’m also basing myself in central Glastonbury w/c 31st August so I may see if I can do some face to face soul journeys - I have a waiting list to contact xx

Getting back to all my emails and other stuff (some date back a while) so bear with me guys. Thank you as ever.

16/06/2025

This is spot on!

04/06/2025

Trusting What You Already Know - your intuition has always been there—quiet, steady, waiting beneath the noise.
It spoke in feelings you brushed aside,
gut pulls you rationalized away,
and subtle discomforts you learned to call overthinking.
But the truth is—
you didn’t mistrust yourself because you were broken.
You mistrusted yourself because you were taught to.
Taught to doubt your knowing in order to stay safe.
To defer to louder voices.
To trade inner clarity for outer approval.
And so you began outsourcing truth.
You asked others what you felt.
You waited for signs instead of listening to your body.
You stayed in places that didn’t feel right
because someone else told you they were.
But intuition doesn’t scream.
It whispers.
It nudges.
It speaks the language of alignment, not explanation.
And the moment you begin to trust it—truly—
is the moment your life begins to realign with your soul.
You’ll still doubt.
That’s okay.
The old patterns will still pull at you.
But now you know:
if your nervous system is calm and your spirit feels unsettled,
it’s not fear—it’s guidance.
Trusting your intuition is an act of radical self-remembrance.
It’s saying:
I believe myself enough to move before others understand.
I honor what I feel, even if I can’t fully explain it.
I choose alignment over approval—even when it’s quiet, even when it’s lonely.
Because your inner knowing has never been wrong.
Only buried.
Only silenced.
Only waiting for your permission to lead.
So let it lead.
Even when your voice shakes.
Even when the path looks unfamiliar.
Even when no one claps.
Let it lead.
Because it already knows where you’re going—
and it’s time you remembered, too.

Coach Mantas

03/06/2025

I'm going to do a video later today about my relationship with Lorraine Warren especially the recent communication around Annabelle.

Lorraine went from being an inspiration to an actual friend and guide to me for a number of years through my own work with poppets, haunted dolls and vessels/conduits. Her advice always made me keep a pure heart and ethics at the forefront of all that I do - to shine light on the dark.

I still feel that her and husband Ed stand apart with their authenticity compared to all the 'ghost hunters' out there that seem to investigate/hunt the paranormal for sport.

There was always fear that the Warrens 'collection' would be used to profiteer after they passed which it did through offering museum tours of the haunted items...a little intervention got that shut down but this is a new threat.

The real Annabelle doll is touring the U.S. in the 2025 'Devils on the Run' exhibit by NESPR, drawing crowds to haunted locations. Though rooted in paranormal lore, the tour aims to fund a new museum.

01/06/2025

So happy my poppet skills are back along with (most importantly) my joy around making. Thank you to the late Lorraine Warren for reminding me what I’m capable of. She’s an incredible guide and teacher to me beyond the veil.

01/06/2025

Stage 6. There’s 9 rites altogether

31/05/2025

Stage 5!

31/05/2025

Stage 4!

23/02/2025

For those of you that have purchased a wand from me recently, I have just updated my wand connection meditation