13/04/2026
To the woman who is quietly falling apart and becoming herself at the same time.
You wake up and your body doesn’t feel like yours anymore. Your emotions are louder than usual. Your patience thinner. Your need for space greater.
And yet nobody is really talking about it, not honestly anyway.
Maybe it’s perimenopause. Maybe it’s a life chapter closing. Maybe you can’t name it yet and that’s the most unsettling part. You’re showing up for everyone else while privately wondering who you even are right now.
I see you. Because I’ve been living it too.
The last few months have been my most confronting, shedding, expansive season yet. My body changing. My identity shifting. Everything I thought I knew about myself being quietly dismantled and rebuilt.
And somewhere in the middle of all of it I found what I teach every single day.
The practice of sitting with duality.
That two things can be true at once.
You can be exhausted and hopeful. Uncertain and becoming. Falling apart and growing more into yourself simultaneously.
That’s not weakness. That’s the work.
We are in the year of the horse. Spring is here. And if you’ve been waiting for a sign that it’s your time too; this is it.
I’m Sinem. Use Reiki Master healing and mastery coach based in London. I help you feel it, face it and transform it.
I’m back. On my time line. And I’m just getting started.