16/01/2026
đź’” When Betrayal Actually Starts
“I pushed away each time
getting in my head that it’s nothing
coming up with excuses for him.”
No one talks about this part.
The part where you just knew it…. and not in your head,
but in your stomach, your chest, your breath.
Your instinct never lies… yet you still ask yourself:
Is this my intuition or am I just imagining things?
Then the nights come.
Lying there, replaying moments.
Telling yourself you’re dramatic. Insecure. Unfair.
Convincing yourself your mind might be making things up perhaps from fear… from past wounds… from your own insecurities.
You tell yourself love means swallowing the feeling and moving on.
You wake up the next day, put on a face,
try to act like nothing happened.
You say to yourself, I love them — and this should be enough.
But deep inside, your gut is still speaking.
And you’re not ready to face it.
Not ready to believe it.
Not ready to accept it.
That’s the real fracture.
Because betrayal doesn’t just come from what they did.
It comes from the moment you abandoned your own knowing to protect the relationship.
That’s why it still hurts.
That’s why time didn’t fix it.
That’s why a part of you feels so tired now.
You’ve been fighting this feeling inside you
for so long.
You just want the truth.
And you just want someone to take this feeling away.
And yes — this is possible.
But it starts with clarity.
With honesty, first with yourself, and then with the person you love, at the highest level!
Are you feeling completely alone, like you can’t even talk about this with your partner?
Are they willing to walk this journey with you?
These are the questions that need answers
if there’s any real chance to come closer
and rebuild trust.
If this made your throat tighten, save it.
Not because you’re broken but because you deserve to remember you were listening… before you were taught not to.
Save this for the days you start doubting yourself again.
