19/06/2022
𝐌𝐲 𝐓𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐡 🫶🏻
I am not perfect and I too have my down days ✨
A question that I get asked frequently - Are you happy all the time?
I know my social media shows me being positive & happy but I do have days where I need to cry, I need to shut off from the world, to check in with my being
All this is completely normal and is actually good for your soul growth 💫
When we cry this doesn’t mean anything is wrong…
Crying is powerful, it’s beautiful, it shows vulnerability, it shows your true being. It’s when we fully let our guard down and surrender to pacha mama to hold us 🌎
These past months Iv been in the process of creating space to release some child hood memories, memories that I didn’t even realise that I had kept hold of
These memories where apart of my belief system which I had taken to adult hood, which where now creating blockages for me. I had to go back to have the awareness and understanding of why my inner child was keeping a hold of these
This week I started to create space, by doing a juice cleanse to prepare my body, morning rapé & Cacao ceremonies to guide me to this big release
Yesterday it came, and wow I cried for hours! From 8am till 5pm, my face was red, my eyes where sore & my body was exhausted but it was deeply needed ❤️
I had so much inner support from my being, I trusted every part of the day. I drank cacao which made the process become so supportive & beautiful
There has been times where Iv been afraid to show myself when I’m in a state of vulnerability, but I haven’t been put on this earth to just show you rainbows and smiles
Iv come here to be real and to show that life has its ups and downs but it’s when we create our tool box of self help, that is when we can release in a safe organic healthy way to maintain our well-being
So back to the question above ✨
Yes I am happy most of the time but I am more in a space of content, peace, ease and grace and the 1% of my worry, frustration and pain which when I see this creeping in I observe, I acknowledge, accept and let it go
If it isn’t serving me for my highest good then it has no place in my space ✨