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A groundbreaking new approach to healing addiction, trauma and mental health struggles for people suffering, helping professionals and loved ones

For a long time, I thought real change had to be hard. That it meant pushing, forcing, and struggling to break old habits. Most of us are taught this. That change is tough. That it takes willpower and discipline. But what if it isn’t that way at all? What if the complexity we live in is a byproduct of the human condition, and real transformation is much simpler than we’ve been led to believe? This is what Infinite Recovery is about. Not managing symptoms. Not fixing what’s “broken.”
But uncovering the wholeness that’s already here - mind, body and spirit together. After three decades of walking this path myself and with others, I’ve seen people discover possibilities they never thought were available. And every time, it begins in the same place: with simplicity.

27/10/2025

⚡ 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟲: 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗬𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗦𝘁𝗼𝗽 𝗖𝗶𝗿𝗰𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗔𝗰𝘁𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲

I’m opening interest for something very real.
A pilot experience - something I’ve never offered in this way before.

Not a course... Not a drop-in.... Not another half-felt scroll-by.

This is a 6-month transformational container, beginning January 6th, 2025.

Limited to 10 people only. First come, first served.

This is for those who are truly ready - not to collect more tools or insights - but to end the cycles that have kept them stuck for years.

𝗪𝗲’𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗼𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗳:
• Addictions (to food, p**n, substances, chaos, validation)
• Suffering in all its forms
• Dysfunctional, painful relationship patterns
• Constant self-abandonment
• Chronic overthinking, under-feeling, spiritual bypassing
• And most of all, the identity of “I’m working on it”

This isn’t a claim.
It’s what happened to me.
And I know what’s possible when you show up fully to something real.

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🌀 𝗛𝗲𝗿𝗲’𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗹𝘂𝗱𝗲:
• Weekly live group sessions (Zoom) led by me - with guided practices, real-time witnessing, and deep somatic process work
• Mini-courses inside the journey - practical and embodied teachings layered into the experience
• Guest sessions (including sessions with Elene) for variety and expanded perspective
• Private WhatsApp group - a safe space for check-ins, reflection, integration, and ongoing support
• Ongoing access to me and the group - not 1:1 coaching, but presence, guidance, and momentum
• A space of honesty, safety, and depth - not performance, not fixing

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🪞𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁’𝘀 𝗥𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗬𝗼𝘂:
• You show up. Every week. No lurking. No “catching the replay someday.”
• You follow guidance. Gently. Honestly. With your whole heart.
• You commit to the process fully - even (especially) when it’s uncomfortable.
• You take radical responsibility for your own experience.
• You agree to give testimonials, take before and after measurements of well-being.

This isn’t about force...
It’s not militant...
But it is real...

You don’t need to be perfect....
You do need to be ready.

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💰 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗶𝘁𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 & 𝗙𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘆
There will be a deposit to join.
At the end of the 6 months only, if you’ve fully participated -
and followed the guidance - you can request your deposit back, no questions asked. (this deposit will apply to everyone no matter what)

This isn’t a sales tactic,
It’s about energetic alignment.

You need to be invested - not just financially, but emotionally, energetically, spiritually.

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This is not for people who want to “see how it feels.”
It’s not for those who dabble...
It’s not for those who ghost, hesitate, and talk themselves out of everything that matters.

It’s for the ones who are done performing healing
and ready to step into real, sustained transformation - together.

If you have questions, message me.
If you know already this is for you - say so in the comments and I’ll be in touch.

𝗪𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗶𝗻 𝗝𝗮𝗻 𝟲𝘁𝗵. 𝟭𝟬 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆. 𝗙𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲, 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗶𝗻.

27/10/2025

When I had my awakening experience, I realized there’s so much more to life than my thoughts. It felt like a domino effect-layer by layer, I began to see the stories I was living through and the deeper truth beyond them.

In this video, I share how awakening revealed that there’s something bigger than “me”-a felt sense of awareness beyond thinking. This realization began my true journey into understanding myself, my emotions, and the deeper intelligence guiding all human experience.

Whether you’re on a spiritual journey, exploring consciousness, or seeking healing beyond traditional recovery frameworks, this talk will resonate deeply.

Explore more at: https://infiniterecoveryproject.com/
Get my book here: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1068323302

24/10/2025

Addiction is not a disease-it’s an intelligent, adaptive response to life.
When you begin to see through the limitation of labels like “addict” or “alcoholic,” you open yourself to something much deeper-true freedom, connection, and healing.

In this video, we explore the truth beyond the disease model of addiction, revealing how understanding your inner self can transform your life.

You are not broken. You are not your label. You are a free human being capable of peace, love, and presence.

Learn more: https://infiniterecoveryproject.com
Get the book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1068323302

23/10/2025

💥 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗽𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗼𝗿 𝘀𝗽𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽

You found a sponsor. This person has years of sobriety and seems to have the answers. When you're talking, you feel a massive sense of relief, you feel held and safe.

This feeling is real, and it is a necessary first step. But we need to ask the hardest question: Is that relationship truly making you free, or is it just shifting the weight of the chaos?

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗨𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗼𝗸𝗲𝗻 𝗧𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗲

The ideal of sponsorship is that your helper is an empty, non-reactive container where you can safely pour your struggle.

But your sponsor is human. They have their own unhealed material, fears, and needs for purpose and control.

When you bring your chaos to them - the fear, the relapse, the overwhelming sadness - two things happen:

𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗮 𝘁𝗲𝗺𝗽𝗼𝗿𝗮𝗿𝘆 𝗳𝗶𝘅: You offload your unbearable feeling onto an external authority, you feel safe because someone else is driving.

𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗮 𝘁𝗲𝗺𝗽𝗼𝗿𝗮𝗿𝘆 𝗳𝗶𝘅: Your chaos makes them feel essential and purposeful. It validates their journey and reminds them of their status, which manages their own deeper need for worth.

This becomes a subtle, unspoken co-dependence. You stop carrying your weight, and they start carrying it, which satisfies their need to be needed. The weight is simply shifted, not dissolved.

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗠𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗦𝗮𝗳𝗲𝘁𝘆 𝗖𝗿𝘂𝗺𝗯𝗹𝗲𝘀

The sponsor's job is to lead you to Agency - the moment you realise you can be safe and whole on your own.

But the moment you start showing genuine, quiet, unmanageable freedom and ease - the moment you no longer need their advice or their presence for safety - their own system can become uncomfortable.

They are no longer essential, the dynamic shifts from purpose to uncertainty.

The relationship that once felt like a container for your chaos now becomes a subtle barrier to your wholeness. You sense, often subconsciously, that you have to keep a little bit of struggle going to maintain the relationship and validate their role.

True healing happens when you can comfortably hold your own chaos, alone. The freedom you're looking for is the moment you can set down the external crutch and realise you are your own safe space.

This is not a post against sponsors, it is highlighting the real dynamic of humanity that everyone is susceptible to even me, unless you know this, you will be in it.

22/10/2025

The Infinite Recovery Project is more than a guide-it’s a journey within.
It’s an awakening to the truth of who you are-beyond suffering, beyond addiction.
This project invites you to see the intelligence within your darkness, the wisdom within your pain, and the freedom that has always been within you.

There is not “many” addictions-there is only one addiction, and that is the disconnection from your true self.
This is your path from darkness to light, from addiction to freedom, from separation to wholeness.

Learn more: https://infiniterecoveryproject.com
Get the book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1068323302

22/10/2025

💥 𝗪𝗛𝗬 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗥𝗔𝗣𝗜𝗦𝗧 𝗢𝗥 𝗦𝗣𝗢𝗡𝗦𝗢𝗥 𝗖𝗔𝗡'𝗧 𝗦𝗔𝗩𝗘 𝗬𝗢𝗨.

You did the hard part yourself, you showed up, found the right person, and told them the deepest, darkest parts of your story.

For an hour, you feel safe, you feel seen, you have a plan.....you feel fixed.

But then the session ends, and the quiet, sinking feeling returns. Why does the healing never seem to stick? Why does the ache come back?

The answer is the hardest truth of this journey: The alliance is designed to keep you from true healing.

𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗔𝗿𝗲 𝗕𝘂𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝗟𝗶𝗲 (literally)

You enter the relationship searching for a solution to an internal problem from an external source.

You are looking for a hero who is strong enough to hold the chaos that you can't hold yourself.

You are looking for a set of rules (a framework) to replace the control you lost in your life.

You are buying a temporary fix for your deepest wound: loneliness (the fear of being alone).

This feels like safety, but it is a lie. You are trading your own agency for the comfort of dependency. You are paying someone to carry the weight that is ultimately yours to reclaim.

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗙𝗶𝘅 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗔𝗿𝗲 𝗖𝗵𝗮𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴

This is the hard part about the relationship: The person you are paying needs you to need them.

That sponsor, therapist, or coach is still human. If they have not healed their own deep wound of unworthiness, they need your struggle.

Your need gives them purpose.

Your pain validates their expertise.

Your dependency makes them feel safe and essential.

The entire relationship becomes a subtle transaction: You give them the feeling of being necessary, and they give you the illusion of being fixed. It is a quiet co-dependence that keeps you both from the terrifying truth of your own wholeness.

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗢𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗦𝗼𝗹𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗶𝘀 𝗔𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀

Your helper can only take you to the door, they cannot walk you in.

The truth is, they can't save you because the destination of healing is Aloneness - the terrifying freedom of finding absolute safety within yourself.

That destination makes them obsolete......

The true transformation happens when you stop looking for an external hero to fix you and realise that your own Agency - your own power - has been within you all along.

The ONLY! person who can truly heal you is the person you look at in the mirror.

Are you willing to lean in? to meet yourself? There is a space.... if you want it.

21/10/2025

💥 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗬 𝗗𝗢𝗡'𝗧 𝗪𝗔𝗡𝗧 𝗧𝗢. 𝗕𝗨𝗧 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗖𝗔𝗡'𝗧 𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗣.

You know the drill.

The moment hits. You think: I absolutely do not want to eat that cake. I don't want to send that message. I cannot take the next one.

You can hear the voice of reason. You can see the consequences. You fight it with every ounce of your willpower.

And then you do it anyway. The urge wins.

You return, full of shame, asking: Why am I so weak? Why do I keep making the wrong choice?

The answer is simple, powerful, and will change everything: You didn't have a choice.

The Lie of the Sign

We have all been taught the same lie, You fail because you lack willpower.

This is a deep, cruel wound. It heaps shame onto a system that is already struggling to survive.

You are asking your willpower to stop a force of nature.

Willpower is a speed limit sign: It tells you what you should be doing.

The Impulse is a landslide: It moves where it wants, regardless of the sign's instruction.

When you ask your mind to 'just choose better,' or 'call someone before you use, not after,' you are asking a paper sign to stop a landslide.

The sign has absolutely zero control over the sheer, survival-driven force of your nervous system.

The impulse that drives the action is not a moral failing. It is a massive, uncontrollable force in your body, driven by old trauma.

You Don't Lack Choice. You Lack Safety.

The truth is, you don't lack willpower. You lack Safety in your own body.

You believe you have no choice because, in that moment, you genuinely don't. The impulse is non-negotiable until the underlying neurological state changes.

Your nervous system, programmed by trauma, says: This current feeling is unbearable. I must act now to survive it. And it bypasses your mind completely.

The work is not about finding a bigger stick to hit yourself with (more willpower). The work is about creating a space inside where your body can finally, truly, believe it is safe to let go of the control and the impulse.

The choice you are looking for is not before the action. It is the choice to listen to your fear and hold it gently, rather than running from it.

You are not broken. You are simply unpracticed in your own safety.

What is the one thing you rely on to control yourself that you are willing to set down for just ten minutes?

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Our membership will launch soon there will be a one time offer for people who have attended previously when we start, are you joining?

20/10/2025

Can the mind ever truly be peaceful? In this video, we explore why the mind itself-as a biological, binary machine-can never find real peace. True peace isn’t “peace of mind,” but peace beyond the mind.

Discover how to let go of mental noise, stop overthinking, and connect with your inner stillness. The mind seeks control and clarity, but real peace comes from surrender-from seeing beyond the mind.

Learn how to return to your intuition, your inner guidance, and your deeper self.

Experience peace not through thought, but through awareness.

Learn more at: https://infiniterecoveryproject.com
Get the book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1068323302

20/10/2025

💥 𝗪𝗛𝗬 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗔𝗦𝗞 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗛𝗘𝗟𝗣, 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗡 𝗥𝗘𝗝𝗘𝗖𝗧 𝗜𝗧. 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗟𝗜𝗘 𝗜𝗦 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗧𝗔𝗕𝗟𝗘.

You are here because you want healing. You are spending time reading this because you are looking for the next step, the key, the solution.

But when the simple, true answers arrive, when the message is about safety and allowing and agency - you feel a sudden, sharp pushback, a total block.

You ask for help, and then you intelligently reject it.

This is not a failure of understanding. It is the body’s intelligent refusal to abandon its safe, familiar pain.

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗟𝗶𝗲

The biggest lie we tell ourselves is that we don't want to be stuck.

The truth is, your identity, your entire story, your relationships, your coping mechanisms, has been built around the struggle.

The struggle is your comfort zone.

You have spent years mastering a Foreign Language.

It is the language of the old story:

My diagnosis
My limitations
My history
Why I can't

This vocabulary is complex, highly validated by society, and gives you a reason to feel special, or justified, or safe in your pain.

The lie is comfortable because the lie is familiar.

𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗕𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗥𝗲𝗷𝗲𝗰𝘁𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗧𝗿𝘂𝘁𝗵

The message I speak - of Wholeness, Agency, and Simple Presence - is the native tongue of your Heart.

It is simple, it is silent. It requires no education and makes all your hard-earned complexity obsolete.

When your mind hears me speak of Agency (your innate power), your nervous system translates it as:

No one is coming to save you.
You must stand alone.
That is terrifying.

When your mind hears allowing (the cure), your nervous system translates it as: Drop the controls. Risk the chaos.

Your body rejects the engagement, not because the message is difficult, but because the message is unfamiliar. It is a threat to the safety you painstakingly built around your pain.

The resistance, the block, the immediate 'no' you feel - that is your system wisely protecting you from the terrifying freedom of the truth.

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗖𝗵𝗼𝗶𝗰𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗦𝗮𝗳𝗲𝘁𝘆

You are not speaking a foreign language. You are simply fluent in the language of fear.

The profound truth is this: You are choosing to stay safe in the known pain rather than risk the unknown possibility of joy.

Healing is not about learning a new concept. It is about having the courage to set aside the comfortable, complex vocabulary of your struggle and finally listen to the simple, raw, safe dialect of your own heart.

What is the one comforting lie you are ready to stop speaking to yourself today??

Any?

18/10/2025

💥 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗞 𝗬𝗢𝗨'𝗥𝗘 𝗔𝗪𝗔𝗞𝗘. 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗕𝗢𝗗𝗬 𝗦𝗔𝗬𝗦 𝗬𝗢𝗨'𝗥𝗘 𝗟𝗬𝗜𝗡𝗚.

You've done the hardest work. You’ve put together some clean time / sobriety, built a life, and restored connections. By all external measures, you are a success story, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁.

But there's a restlessness! a quiet, unsettling ache, a whisper that says...This isn't all there is.....

You sense there is something more - a deeper level of peace, but your system is terrified of it.

𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗷𝗼𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗲𝘆, and where I stayed stuck for well over a decade of my journey, more like 2 decades.

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗠𝗮𝘀𝗸 𝗼𝗳 𝗦𝘁𝗮𝗯𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘆
Your early recovery was all about building a mask of stability.

It required immense effort to stop the chaotic seeking. You replaced the addiction to the substance with an addiction to control, routine, and external compliance.

This mask is necessary for survival, it got you back to work, rebuilt your life, and showed the world you were reliable.

But that mask - that structure of stability - is now the very thing that is trapping you.

You are living in a state of high-functioning avoidance. You fear letting go of the controls because you correctly sense that the chaos you fought so hard to defeat is still alive inside you.

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗡𝗮𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗧𝗼𝗻𝗴𝘂𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗙𝗲𝗮𝗿
The 'more' you sense is the call of your own unconditional presence - the terrifying freedom that exists when you finally stop controlling.

Your mind (the Ego) has mastered the language of recovery: 𝗜'𝗺 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀... 𝗢𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝘁 𝗮 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲.... 𝗘𝗮𝘀𝘆 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝘁.

But your body (the Nervous System) speaks a simpler, native language: 𝗙𝗿𝗼𝘇𝗲𝗻

When you contemplate that 'more,' your body hears - drop the mask, drop the control, risk the pain you successfully buried.

The fear is not about relapse, the fear is about the annihilation of your current, hard-earned identity.

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁, 𝘀𝗼 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲, 𝘀𝗼 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗳𝘂𝗹, 𝘀𝗼 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗲 𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗳𝘂𝗹.

You are scared to confront the truth that your safe, stable life is just a sophisticated continuation of the old coping mechanism - avoiding the raw, chaotic truth of your heart.

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗧𝗿𝘂𝗲 𝗡𝗲𝘅𝘁 𝗦𝘁𝗲𝗽
The 'more' is not another book, another step, or another meeting.

It is the courageous, terrifying act of allowing the fear to be present without immediately trying to control, fix, or talk yourself out of it.

You don't need to learn anything new, you need to unlearn the belief that control equals safety.

The highest level of healing is realising you are safe, even when the chaos is screaming. That is the Agency you earned the moment you decided to live.

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘅𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗽 𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱. 𝗜𝘁'𝘀 𝗱𝗲𝗲𝗽𝗲𝗿.

17/10/2025

There’s a deep connection between trauma and self-worth-but what if the idea of “lacking self-worth” is an illusion?

In this video, we explore the truth: you are born with an inherent sense of self, whole and complete. Lack isn’t something you’re born with-it’s something you learn through trauma and conditioning. The ego structure that forms in response to trauma creates the illusion of deficiency. But nobody can truly lack self-worth.

Watch this to reconnect with your innate wholeness and understand how trauma shapes the way you see yourself-and how healing begins by realizing you were never broken in the first place.

Learn more at: https://infiniterecoveryproject.com
Get the book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1068323302

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