08/04/2026
Well I'm back and talking again after my silent retreat.
I know that some people f you felt you couldn't possibly do this and I have to say on our first full day, I too was wondering the same thing. I was bored and frustrated whilst doing a mindful walk.
But I stuck with it. And the beauty of the weekend began to reveal itself.
I received some interesting awareness about myself and it made me curious about my behaviour.
I also had some amazing "out of body" experiences. I feel truly grateful for the time and space allowed for me to have this wonderful, yet emotional insights.
One of my shocking experiences was I was allowed to die. I was afraid, scared and couldn't get people to understand me. When I woke I was in floods of tears. So I asked the question "What was I to learn from that?". And the answer was love. If you didn't have love in your heart at the point of death or unable to have love in your heart then you would find your passage/death harder. Immediately my sadness lifted.
5 days in silence with 6 people I didn't really know has been well worth the effort. Now to bring back to my everyday life some of my learning.
Many blessings
Andrea