27/12/2025
What if your freeze response is actually sacred refusal?
An ancient sentry safeguarding sovereign transmission.
Not failure.
Not avoidance.
Not pathology.
Not nervous system state to be “fixed” or “regulated.”
But a deep feminine pause.
A holy half halt.
Primal embodied wisdom that refuses to ride in a system that does not honour the sacred.
Soul’s defiance of commodifying her mythic truth.
Wild woman’s ordained “No” to being harvested before she’s rested into her revolutionary roots.
When rebellion and resistance arise…
when your donkey heels dig in deeper…
know it’s your soul’s call to stop, drop, land your bones & listen.
To welcome home all parts left hidden in the underworld.
Those buried for your own survival until kairos called to convene for their retrieval.
I’ve had more than one business coach command…”Just f&cking put something out there.”
A call to action that fed their own ego’s hunger, long before my unsatiated soul was ready to ride her truth into the world.
The old patriarchal paradigm rewards speed, packaging, parroting & performance.
But your soul work?
She demands safety.
Reverence.
Ceremony.
Depth.
Consent.
Spaciousness.
To attune to any timeline other than your own primordial frequency is betrayal…
the ultimate fracture of the sacred sisterhood coding you carry.
Stay away from spaces that command action before re-clamation.
From those who’d have you recant your script before you re-member.
Give thanks to the one who waited.
Who stood as gatekeeper to your soul’s scribe.
And know…your refusal is not pathologised procrastination, it’s an ancient & defiant devotion.
Jx