08/08/2025
My calling is to empower women and birthing people with the knowledge they need for a positive birth and the first 40 days post partum. Everything I offer is from my heart to yours
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This is me almost 22 years ago with my beautiful boy Adam at around 3 weeks old ❤️
I love this photo, a glimmer of peace amongst the chaos that I felt inside of me.
After very little birth education & an emergency caesarean birth I was catapulted into motherhood with pretty poor post natal care, no skin to skin with my boy and exhausted after 5 days on the ward with three other new mothers & babies.
I had never felt so depleted, alone, or helpless despite having Gerrie and my family around me.
I remember missing Gerrie even though he was right there, it was the strangest feeling. It broke my heart.
I cried a lot, struggled to feed from my grazed, thrushy, mastitis ridden breasts and wondered where all the joy & love of motherhood was?
I was filled with fear for my baby, not feeding properly, never contented & at one point pretty sure that a demon was trying to steal his beautiful, pure new soul. (Thanks Skipknot) I encircled his cot with sea salt just in case !
To be honest the first 8 weeks are a blur. I felt lost, incapable and robbed of my life, as harsh as that sounds. I remember clearly the day I managed to wash my hair, although I fell asleep with Adam on the bed in my towel afterwards because he was actually sleeping !!!
It was never picked up that I had any post natal anxiety or depression because I’m great at using humour to deflect but it lingered for years and years and years.
I wish I’d known of Matrescence …….
My personal experience propelled me into the work I do now as a perinatal yoga teacher, birth educator and doula.
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I would love to support you during your pregnancy, birth & post partum
Audrey x