27/07/2025
✨ “This Is My Next Chapter”📚
A round-up. A return. A real one.It’s been a long time coming.
I’ve had a good few weeks off social media — I’ve only done the bare minimum: my affiliate program videos with tight deadlines.Other than that… I’ve barely been online. No lives. No updates.I just needed that time.Spiritually, emotionally, practically.I’ve spent time with God. Time in prayer. Time with family.We’ve had birthdays and big moments that needed my full presence — and I gave it.
I’ve also sat with the silence… and the loneliness.All the beautiful, difficult bits of life that hit harder when you let yourself be honest.It’s been quiet — and it’s been loud.Loud in my thoughts. Loud in the questions I’ve asked myself and asked God.“What next?”“Which move do I make?”“When does this get easier?”
I’ve got so many opportunities ahead, but ADHD can make it feel like you’re constantly walking in circles — thinking too much, caring too deeply, doing too much, doubting it all anyway.I know I’m not alone in that.
🌍 I’m now a licensed independent travel agent under InteleTravel UK.I’ve finished the training. I’m fully qualified.My amazing mentor Aaron’s helped me so much, but now it’s the next phase: learning the back office, building my team, staying consistent.But it’s been a juggle — financially, emotionally, practically.ADHD doesn’t care if you’re moving mountains. It’ll still make you feel like you’re doing nothing.A week can feel like three months… and sometimes the other way around.So I’ve been talking to myself every morning — grounding myself.Staying grateful. Staying humble.Recognising what I’ve come through.Remembering the pain.Letting myself feel it… but not letting it define me.It’s not self-pity. It’s self-recognition.I gave too much to people and places that never deserved me.And I’m done doing that now.My calling — and probably my ADHD too — means I don’t just walk in quietly. I feel everything. I notice everything.And I’ve always been someone who, when I walk into a room, the atmosphere shifts.Some people love that.Some people don’t.I’ve made peace with both.I’m not here to play along with lies — not mine, not anyone else’s.Integrity still matters.Even when no one sees it.Even when they pretend not to.That’s what I stand on. That’s what I teach.And even if it means I miss out on things — or it looks like I do — I’ll always choose the truth.Even when it’s hard. Especially when it’s hard.
So this post is me welcoming myself back into the next level of my life.🧠 The thing shouting the loudest right now? The gym.It’s been on pause — medical appointments, personal stuff, a massive back tattoo (which meant no spa or swimming for a bit).But that voice hasn’t stopped.“Go back to the gym.”“Build your routine.”“Add it back in.”
I go to David Lloyd’s — it’s an incredible space.I’ve been mainly swimming and resting.But now I’m ready to train again.Ready to stretch my body as well as my mind and spirit.Even if that means 5AM alarms. Or two sessions a day.I’m up for it.My foundations are strong.Now it’s time to build the structure.And that’s something I teach the girls too.Every good thought… every step forward… every bit of growth…It’s another brick in the fort you’re building for your future self.So imagine that:You’re laying bricks.Then you build windows.Then a garden.Then a spa in the back.You keep building, and before you know it, you’ve got something beautiful and solid that’s truly yours.🪴
I’m still making my teas.Still sourcing herbs.Still eating well (most of the time).Still growing.Still learning that God’s timing is better than mine — even when my ADHD brain wants everything now.And as I’ve stepped back from the noise of social media, I’ve finally been able to hear Him.To see what’s been shouting underneath it all.To realise how much I’ve already done… and how far I’ve actually come.🎙 And what I know now is this:I’m going to be doing more webinar training.More self teaching. Getting ready to start guiding people into travel through Earthly Elements Travels — connected to InteleTravel, of course. Getting the knowledge out there.Helping people realise they can do this.Because if I can learn how to use the back office, how to book trips, how to actually start despite all the overwhelm —Then so can they.Every little step I teach the girls…Is a step that helps me too.And that’s what this is all about.
