15/03/2026
(my response in a group)
I have felt I can be me more of natural me in my own work as I am self employed and doing my own work in my own business, I'm not having to tailor what I do to fit into other businesses models and expectations of they're clients etc.
Now I am realising I am AuDHD I am beginning to demask and decamouflage and learning there is nothing wrong with me and I am not broken!
My whole colourful, intense, extreme, introvert, eccentric, shy, polarised, hypersensitive, reactive empath, compassionate, passionate, honest, confused, literal, confident, vulnerable etc, etc, etc is all becoming more natural in it's flow as I begin to let go of the tight hold I had on myself and especially around appeasing others and trying to fit in or be normal to detriment of myself! I feel like I'm a whole plethora of contradictory paradoxes π₯°π€£π
This me beginning to reveal myself to me, preparing for coming out of my cocoon of transformation π¦