21/11/2025
The last month has been such a rollercoaster of emotions, and today I just feel tired of everything.
Not the kind of tired that sleep fixes, but the kind that comes from holding so much...in my body, my heart & my energy.
I’m sad, drained and irritable....
know I’ll be okay, and I’m giving myself space to feel it all… but I just can’t shift this heaviness. 🥺
There’s been so much happening universally, and so much happening within me too that im trying to navigate..
Sometimes it feels like you’re always the one giving...always the first to check in, the first to reach out, the one who holds everything together, the one who makes plans, the one who holds the space. And when you stop… There's silence.. a painful silence..
I’ve always been a giver, never expecting anything in return but sometimes the giving becomes tiring. A deep emotional exhaustion that’s hard to put into words.
I don’t expect anything from anyone, but sometimes being the strong one gets exhausting.
So today, I’m allowing myself to feel it, without fixing it.
I’m honouring it, letting myself rest...
And I know this will pass and the heaviness will go..
If your experiencing something heavy- dont run away from it or try to cover it up- allow yourself to feel it..
Sending love
Tracey 🥰🫶