09/07/2025
đŤ âThey Said I Needed Spinal Surgery â I Chose to Healâ
By Leah Cross-Acupuncture & Wellness
In 2006, my life changed overnight.
I was brutally assaulted â an act of violence that left me in constant, excruciating pain. I had to resign from my job and spent months in and out of orthopaedic hospitals. My body felt like it was unravelling. I lost sensation in my left arm and hand. Simple tasks became exhausting. Moving felt unsafe.
𩻠The Diagnosis: Cervical Spinal Cord Compression
Eventually, scans revealed severe compression in my cervical spinal cord. The spinal consultant explained the seriousness of the situation. He told me I was at risk of further degeneration, and potentially, paralysis if I didnât undergo surgery.
The proposed solution was spinal decompression and fusion. I was given a two-year open appointment â I could return at any point, and he would perform the operation.
In the meantime, I was prescribed a combination of strong medications, including morphine, to manage the pain.
đ§ââď¸ But I Chose Another Path
I didnât ignore the diagnosis. I took it seriously.
But deep inside, I felt that my body deserved a chance to heal â naturally.
There was something in me that said:
> âYour body knows what to do. Trust it.â
So I began to step away from the medical system.
I gradually stopped taking the medication.
And I committed to a long, personal healing journey â one rooted in presence, nervous system regulation, energy work, nutrition, movement, and self-awareness.
đż It Wasnât Quick â But It Was Real
There was no instant fix. But slowly, I began to feel different.
The pain softened.
The fear eased.
I began moving with more confidence and less resistance.
I stopped defining myself by my injury.
I wasnât chasing a cure â I was cultivating wholeness.
đ Then Came the 2019 MRI
Thirteen years after my injury, I returned for a follow-up MRI. The consultant reviewed the results and wrote:
> âThe previously seen pressure and irritation at the C5/6 level has indeed got better.â
He also confirmed my brain scan was normal, and there were no signs of demyelination or degenerative disease beyond what would be expected with cervical arthritis.
I still live with atrophy in my left arm and hand, and arthritis in my neck. But I no longer live in daily pain. Iâm medication-free. And I never had the surgery.
đĄ What Iâve Learned
The body has an immense capacity to recover â when we support it, rather than fear it.
Pain is complex. It involves not just the body, but also the mind, emotions, and energy field.
Healing is not always about fixing â sometimes, itâs about reconnecting.
Belief and trust in the body are not naive â they are essential.
đ Final Words
I was told I was at risk of further damage.
I was told I needed major surgery.
Instead, I chose to honour my body and listen to its wisdom.
> If youâve been given a diagnosis, or told that thereâs only one way forward â I want you to know there is always another way to relate to your body, your pain, and your healing.
This isnât about rejecting medicine. Itâs about remembering that you are not broken.
Your body is not your enemy.
And healing â even deep healing â is possible.
⨠Disclaimer:
This is my personal healing story, not medical advice. Every body and every journey is different. I always encourage you to consult with your GP, consultant, or healthcare team when making decisions about your care. Trust your body â and make choices that feel right for you, fully informed.
⨠Reflection Questions
Take a quiet moment. Breathe. Listen. Let your body speak, not just your mind.
1. What have I been told about my body â and do I truly believe it?
2. Have I been making health decisions from fear, trust, or pressure?
3. Is there a part of me that believes healing is possible? What does that part need to grow?
4. What does my body want me to know â that Iâve been too busy or scared to hear?
5. What would it feel like to trust my body again, even just a little?
6. If I could write a new story about my healing, how would it begin?