01/01/2023
Sitting down at Sandbanks Ferry on the 1st day of the 1st month of the New Year, mainly because the sproglet needed a nap and apparently only wanted to nap in the car 🙄 reflecting on how bloody lucky I am to have such love, health & friendship in my life.
This page has been (for the most part), a wellness page to inspire, assist and create a space for those involved or looking to be involved in Yoga Practice. Whilst I would love to continue it to be a place for Yoga & blogging & sharing, my life & priorities have changed somewhat over the last few months!
I’m feeling like I’m struggling with imposter syndrome… “What do you do?” I’m a yoga teacher, I’m a group exercise instructor, I’m a fitness product manager, I’m an undergrad Psychology student, I’m a new Mum…” and whilst I would love to be Super woman and throw myself 100000% into all of these roles and passions, I would have to be in 10 places at once to achieve this successfully (pass me Hermione’s time turner⏳…)
For now, my first and only priority is keeping the tiny human alive 🤣 If there is time for me after this to continue to be a student, (a strong relationship with caffeine helps me submit assignments on time, and by on time, I mean about 59 seconds before the deadline 🤣) a teacher, an instructor, then I feel extremely lucky. But for now, I think when someone asks me “what do I do?” My answer is going to be “I’m a Mum to the most gorgeous little man I’ve ever known, and I am so privileged to have been given the gift of Motherhood”.
I’m sure Roo Panes wrote the song “there’s a place” about a person, but for me right now it’s about everything before having Alfie. I am so in love with this kid words can’t describe, however I do think as a parent you are allowed to mourn and miss your life before kids. It’s not a case of regret, just of change, and adjusting to a new life.
There will be time again for everything else, but for now, it’s just about my little man and my gorgeous family. And hopefully graduating 🤣 🤞
Happy New Year all, here’s to a healthy and plentiful 2023. 🎉