05/05/2022
My garden is my favourite room in our house 🏡❤️🪴Do you remember when I posted back in autumn when I was planting my spring bulbs? I talked about hope & how, for me, planting bulbs is a key sign of hope: Preparation for a bright and colourful spring 🌸🌱 that may, or may not, come about.
We can make plans for our garden & our life, but then life comes along with it’s own plans regardless.
I thought perhaps the bulbs may rot with the heavy rain, or a mild winter might cause them to sprout too early, or I may plant them too deep or too shallow. The possibility for things to not turn out how i hoped was numerous. But, in the end something happened to them that I had not expected: a bloody squirrel 🐿 dug up nearly every single one & placed their winter food in its place 🙄
Our job as gardeners & in life in general, is to continue, despite the very real reality that our bulbs & our life may not ensue like we except them to. I’m enjoying my garden regardless, & will learn from Mr/Mrs Squirrel & tuck them away next time.
Another thing that I previously wouldn’t want to admit is that “suffering”, I’ve realised, is an everyday part of life. Yes, we might try hard to avoid it, but each and every one of us will go through suffering in our lifetime and it usually cannot be avoided.
Quite a few of my loved ones are going through difficult times right night: complex and uncertain fertility treatments, expected and unexpected bereavements, medical diagnosis’ and treatments. And The Akehurst’s are very much in a chronic and very long term stressful situation.
What I’m noticing with my own life, and with others’ close to me, is it’s finding moments of joy to help carry me through the difficult times. Sometimes even snippets of joy. But noticing and enjoying them however fleeting they may be.
Today, in amongst health appointments, Phil and I enjoyed an ice cream 🍦(me) and a cappuccino ☕️ (him) at a cafe sat in the sun ☀️ and then I planted my summer perennial seeds…let’s see what happens to them! It doesn’t change our situation but these small moments of joy help sustain us and lighten us ready for whatever may come our way.
Love Rachel, Phil & Sam x