07/08/2025
Cracked Wide Open
Procrastination has always been one of my traits!! It goes along with not speaking my truth and standing up for myself, and people pleasing. Yes I know there are others too!! And now some of you are judging me, analysing me, wanting to give me advice etc. Thank you, but I am pleased to say that I have been doing the work on healing those areas of myself over the last few years and have been sent plenty of homework for more practice until I learn the lesson. End of term results are in and I am allowed to continue on to the next level even though a couple of assignments are still due and guess what....I have been procrastinating again!! So here is the first one, standing in my truth, and acknowledging some of the messages and experiences I have received over the past few months.
Last week I mentioned that I have been journalling. I am using a technique I learned on an online workshop with Colette Baron-Reid using the word and picture of an oracle card as the topic rather than receiving guidance from the card. Free writing. It has been 'enlightening' in so many ways, not least because many of the words or phrases were Light and Vision based. 'Shine your light. See the light. Focus-become you. See clearly. Discover the secrets behind the Light' for example.
I digress. Another trait!! I do receive messages and guidance in different ways almost every day and I don't share them widely. I see and feel intuitively and when I work with my specific Spiritual Guides these are intensified.
You don't need me or anyone else to tell you that there has been a great deal of activity across the world recently. War and conflicts but also natural disasters- earthquakes and volcanic eruptions above ground and under the oceans, tsunamis, wild fires etc. I have been seeing new lands emerging in my meditations and visions for a couple of years and the evidence of old civilisations re-emerging. Probably around 8 years ago I saw new creatures being discovered deep down in the darkest parts of our oceans who could consume plastic and transmute it. Gaia is cracking wide open and it does not mean it is all bad. There has to be a release of pressure and when this happens new and beautiful aspects that have been hidden under the surface can step forward. We can experience this too within ourselves. I certainly did in my recovery journey. (More of that another time or I'll get distracted again!!)
During the past few days I have noticed a real change in the energy around me. I have felt really triggered by the polarity I am noticing especially when speaking with people face to face or what I am seeing on social media. There is a push to be on one side or the other and if you don't see things the same way as someone else then you are wrong and sometimes it is getting quite nasty!! Even some spiritual friends are triggering me. Don't get me wrong, if I see or hear something I really feel is wrong I will call it out, maybe not publicly but I will deal with it and address it (I wouldn't have handled it this way a few years ago!!) Perhaps it is because of the shadow work I have done and my understanding and belief that we have experienced different roles in past lives, I am able to see situations from different perspectives.
This is all really an introduction to Lion's Gate tomorrow 8.8. The energy has been building up and will be around for a few days afterwards as well. The energies and shifts are big and this time is always an opportunity to be stepping up. This year feels more significant than other recent portals.
Back tomorrow
Be gentle with yourself xxππ
