10/05/2026
Transparency post. This is my miracle. My 12th pregnancy, first born child. 4 years of miscarriages, 2 different consultants telling me I’ll never have children, 2 eptopic pregnancies, 2 emergency surgeries, 2 rounds of IVF and 1 perfect baby boy that made everything disappear.
But what about when you’ve achieved your dream? I am blessed I don’t suffer with my mental health but something that does and I think always will stay with me? The fear that everything is so perfect, the family you always dreamed of, having the baby boy you manifested, is that it is too good to be true and something, somehow will make it go horribly wrong.
I am such an optimist but on the odd occasion that fear is at the forefront of my mind.
Tbh this is just a post to be honest that although I am happy and positive 99% of the time, we all have our wobbles and none of us are perfect.
I discuss my fertility journey a lot. If you have any questions, need any advice, ask. I’m more than happy to help in anyway I can. My best advice? Science isn’t always right. We can defy odds. Woman are incredible. We grow humans, whilst going about our day to day then give birth and crack on with the least amount of sleep your ever have and we do it no questions asked. Stay positive. Miracles can happen. We are good enough and worthy and everything can be perfect. It doesn’t have to go wrong.
