
26/08/2025
I’ve been so lucky to take most of the summer off to give myself time to grieve but instead distracting myself with as many trips away as possible. As I land back home to plan next term ( which resumes on Saturday) wham - here comes anxiety - my constant companion. Always there to tell me I’m not ready/not good enough/forgotten everything and no one will come anyway and any other s**t scenario it can conjure up.
We wake up with it. Go to sleep with it. Pretend we’re fine with it and so snxiety becomes normal, even though it feels crappy . That’s the trap — thinking something so uncomfortable is just part of who we are.
When we start to slow down our thinking, take a breath and recognise it as anxiety that tiny bit of space between us and the feeling is everything. It’s not about making it disappear or fixing ourselves. It’s about noticing it without feeding it.
That’s where yoga’s magic is - not because it’s a cure, but because it brings us back into now. I can’t breathe for tomorrow. I can’t stretch for next week. I can only be here. Present. With grief, joy or whatever else is unfolding in the moment rather than flying off into the next s**tstorm that hasn’t even happened.
Yoga doesn’t make the anxiety vanish. But it teaches us how to stay in the moment as it arises. How to soften around the fear instead of clenching tighter. That’s enough - we don’t have to silence anxiety forever - just learn to hear it and not obey it. To trust ourselves, in our breath, and our ability to show up — one breath, one pose, one present moment at a time.
As I’ve been off social media for the summer I will OF COURSE be punished and ironically my anxieties will probably come true as only two people will see this post. So if that’s you - I’m here next week Monday and Tuesday in the home studio or at the beautiful on Thursday for moon yoga. It would be fab to see you.
The my London pals I’ll see you for moon and gong in fellowship square, Walthamstow on Saturday 6th
To book a Southampton class see here https://www.sarahrushyoga.com/book-online