29/04/2025
It’s been nearly 12 years since I left my professional dance career, ( with just a few little jobs thrown in here and there ) but dance lives in my heart forever ❤️
I never had any pics taken of me when I was working as a pro dancer, ( only a couple of obligatory headshots that I HATED having done ) I kept meaning to as having a portfolio was important for promoting yourself but I never booked them in 🤦🏼♀️ I never felt good enough, skinny enough, skilled enough, ready enough to make the financial investment. 🤷🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️ It was only through my need to be part of a community during lonely early motherhood that I took some pics of my yoga practice for online challenges... I saw, for the first time with my own eyes what I could not see before. A woman with equal amounts of strength and flexible softness, a woman who had worked hard and was actually quite good at what she’d trained and worked in... After having my 2nd baby ( Bodhi ) I was contacted to do a shoot. My drive to say yes was purely my boys, to have something to show them of what mummy once did when I was more than just a widow Twanky taxi driver 🙈🤪 A glimpse of me embracing one of the art forms that fuelled my passion and set my wings soaring to forge a successful career on stage before it was too late. A life that no longer existed as I sat buried under laundry loads, sleep deprived and lonely. 4 years since packing away my dancing shoes and 2 babies later this was one of the magical captures. A glimpse of what was still there, what was still possible even after massive shifts and changes physically, mentally and emotionally. and now my little girl gets to see what mummy could do too 🙏🏻☺️