04/12/2024
HOW BEAR STAR GOT ITS NAME: PART 2
My first weekend of Earth wisdom teachings and the nerves were real.
I had no idea what to expect and whether my cynical head would convince me everything I experienced was my imagination going into overdrive.
It was a two-day introduction to shamanism course and I was there to dip my toe into a world I knew very little about.
I’d booked, with cynical head firmly screwed on (ex journos, or at least this one, can be like that), to find out for myself about this ancient way of life after hearing my wife rave about it.
End of the first day and my brain was on fire. Head full of questions. Heart too. Intrigued, challenged, exhilarated, moved, humbled. So many emotions. Far too many to put into words.
Climbing into bed that night, we’d been instructed to try and connect with a medicine piece on the altar and ask for a teaching from it.
Tired and emotional, I focused and focused on the altar piece, but nothing came. Only darkness and the snores of my roommates.
Deflated and defeated, I turned over in bed to get some sleep before day 2 arrived.
As I sank into the pillow, I felt myself drifting to the land of Nod. Deeper, and deeper, and deeper.
But then…
Two big, black, oval eyes. Staring at me and into me. All consuming. Pulling me higher and faster into their world.
It felt like part of me was lifting out of my body and up into the night sky, far above the house, into the stars, looking down on our beautiful blue planet.
I’ve never been a rollercoaster fan and this was the ultimate bone shaker.
With a racing heart beat, I sat bolt upright in bed, opened my eyes and came back down into concensus reality with a bump.
My first introduction to the stars and its people.
The experience stayed with me for years, but I did nothing with it.
It probably didn’t help that my teacher pretty much dismissed what I’d seen. She was more concerned with my homework ‘failure’.
I felt a little embarrassed. After all, only real oddballs talked about star guides, right? It felt like one spiritual step away from little green men. A figment of my active imagination.
I finished the course, filed the Grey encounter under ‘unusual experiences’ and got on with my life.
But then, as I travelled further along the earth medicine and shamanic paths, my black eyed guide began to re-appear.
At first it was short dream appearances, next came shamanic journeys and then through the power of deep meditation, medicine walks and other mindful activities.
They weren’t going anywhere. Every time I tried to ignore them, they’d find a way to attract my attention.
Over the years I’ve been introduced to a collection of star guides - a ‘committee’ of advisers if you like - in various forms - all helping me with self-development, healing practices and general life advice.
I’ve learned about their long history with indigenous communities across the globe, about how many are a part of us as we are of them, and how my Bear guide works as a bridge between us. Bear helps me to connect and keeps me grounded when working with such high, refined energies.
I’ve been shown things that have made me look at the night sky so differently, that have shown me that we are truly terrestrial toddlers, light years away from the knowledge and understanding of our alien ancestors and descendants.
They are here among us. They are us.
They have so much to teach us, just as they tried to teach me that first night, and ever since.
All we need to do is wake up and learn how to open our minds and hearts to their teachings in a safe and held way.
Just as I was told after my first encounter with a very insistent Bear (see my earlier post on this page), when you don’t take notice of the pebbles being thrown, you’re sent a boulder. This was my space boulder, too powerful to ignore.
It was time to bring what I’d learned from Bear and my Star Guides together. The result? Welcome to the world, Bear Star Healing.
Have you ever had an experience that challenged your understanding of reality or opened your mind to something beyond the everyday? I’d love to hear your thoughts. 😀