18/07/2025
Today was my graduation ceremony and time to reflect on my PhD journey with some very mixed feelings. Firstly I’m proud of what I’ve achieved. I’m not naturally someone who bigs themselves up but I think this deserves a little bit of a pat on the back. While this might be the end of my academic journey, one that started with a part time degree in 2010, it’s not the end of what I aim to achieve.
Secondly I’m massively grateful for all the support, from my supervisors, to my wonderful wife and children, my brothers and sisters, who all gave encouragement, advice, and some banter as only brothers can do.
But there are people not here to share this occasion with me. I’ve spoken before about my mum, and how incredible she was, but you may not know that she returned to education as a mature student after having five children. Having someone role model what can be achieved as a mature student was incredibly empowering when I decided to retrain. Sadly she died before I could complete my PhD, and it’s deeply upsetting that she never saw where I’ve ended up.
Add losing mum in 2022, to the disruption due to Covid in 2020-2021, and my sister and her husband being involved in a serious car crash in 2023 and it’s maybe surprising I persisted with my research. But then... the human spirit is incredibly resolute even in the darkest times.
One of the most profound books I’ve read is Viktor Frankl’s book “Man’s search for meaning” detailing his exploits in the prison camps of World War 2. In his book he outlines how people can find meaning in even the most intolerable circumstances. My circumstances weren’t close to the level of persecution and inhumanity he faced, but we can still persist through our own experiences.
“Everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms – to choose one’s attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one’s own way” - Viktor Frankl
Choose your way.