14/03/2026
Reflection
Monday is my 49th Birthday. As I am about to embark on my last year of my forties I have been reflecting on the past 9 years and the last year ahead before I start a new decade.
My forties have been hugely transformational full of growth, healing, turmoil, change and adventure.
This last year ahead feels auspicious and the last deep dive into transformation ( that’s not to say I won’t continue to work on transformation) ready for new beginnings when I enter my 50th years.
This last year of my forties feels a culmination of the work that I have been doing over the last 9 years. I’m coming home to myself and strengthening my self care and core self. I’m looking internally rather than externally to finally let go of all that no longer serves me so that I can move into my 50’s with peace, clarity and an inner strength that keeps me centred and grounded.
The fire horse of this year is bringing me to my future self in leaps and bounds and I’m holding on for the ride.
I have clarity in where I want to go and have had to release expectations of where I was going to go.
I have realised that at this moment in time of my life talking therapy is not what I want to pursue after my level 3 certificate and I will be embracing a year long shamanic course starting in April which interestingly ends next February just in time for the transition into the new astrological year and my fifties.
It’s also interesting that my birthday falls on the cusp of the astrological year with one year ending and the other about to start. I can take so much from this with my journey in life and endings and beginnings. A lot of my endings and beginnings have happened around this time of the year for me.
I feel ready to step into my last fortieth year with grace, resilience and trust. 🙏
