
23/09/2025
There’s a song I’ve been listening to on repeat these last few days…not just because it’s a beautiful song but because something in it resonates with me.
The song is called ‘returning to myself’ - and in a way I think this is what life might be about.
We come into this existence, into this physical form as a divine spirit. We are powerful, knowing, connected, creative & loving beyond any earthy understanding.
But life, all that happens to us, all that shapes us, molds and influences us takes us further and further away from that light - from our own spirit.
It isn’t very long before our light is covered over by the grime of life - and our earthly body & mind is made to forget that it is part of God. That it is divine and whole and perfect and powerful. That it is love incarnate.
Life can be hard, it can be unbearably cruel for some people.
And those hard experiences and events, and those people who shaped and influenced us from childhood onwards, and the spiritless society around us, cause us to forget who we are & look outwith ourselves for solutions or comfort.
I can think of periods in my life where I have been very far from myself. Where I looked everywhere else but inside me.
But the gift, the healing, the strength and the power lie within us when we return to ourselves. To our own spirit.
The best people on your journey will guide you back there. To yourself. To reconnect you to your light.
A verse in the song says:
“Is it evolving turning inward?
Oh, what an easy way to be
Only kneeling at the altar of
The great and mighty me”
And that’s what all of us need to remember. Who we are. To kneel at our own altar. Seeking the answers from our own divinity.
Remembering that we ARE great and mighty as spirit - though our human part might well feel weak and powerless and at times worthless.
That’s NOT who we are.
Another verse says:
“Let me break myself apart
Instead and scatter to my birds
Like a burial at sea
To be the gospel without words”
And that is also who we are. Now I love scripture, I have a bible by my bed - but there is no holy book holier than your spirit. When we, piece by piece, rid ourselves of all that we aren’t. We return to our spirit.
It is the direct link to the divine. Because it IS the divine.
YOU are the gospel without words.
And when you return to yourself you are returning to the maker and creator. As much a part of you as the tallest mountains and mighty oceans are.
But we aren’t doing this alone.
We are born into community with other souls:
“There's no honor in the pilgrimage
Until a soul returns
To hold another's hand and then
And only then it learns
That life is like a stone
Only skipping for a time”
And that’s what life is. We are here for a blink of our eternal eye. Like a stone skimming along the water. Then that part is done and we return home - and we are all, as Ram Dass memorably said:
‘walking each other home’.
If we can take each other’s hand for the short time we are here. If we can remind them and remind ourselves of who we are. We might all return to ourselves. To our light. At this stage in my life - it’s the only thing I really want to do.
And what a world this would then be - on earth as it is in heaven.
Sending love always,
Ali x
And if you fancy listening to the song it’s ‘Returning to Myself’ by Brandi Carlile 😊