18/12/2025
MY MIND IS BLOWN!!
TW: Discussing personal gynae stuff!
I felt SO validated after going to in Shoreham this morning (where I booked and paid for my scan in full) that there actually WAS something where it shouldn't have been and that my body knew the location and size of it down to the millimetre!!
A sudden loss of appetite, abdominal pain, bloating and nausea ++ is never to be ignored ladies and hopefully my outcome will be as benign as I now suspect it is. My CA125 has (finally!) come back at 9 so within the healthy range.
I like to keep things pozzy vibes on here but let's just say I will be moving GP surgeries without further ado.
The utter lack of sympathy I've received from mine when clearly in distress (think a grown woman crying in front of a queue of people in the reception area twice in six days) and not ONE person has apologised for the comedy of errors that led to me getting my own private scan done just so they'd take me seriously. They just look or speak to me like they are dead behind the eyes.
I can honestly say, in 20 years in private practice, I have never treated any of my patients the way I have been treated this week. And I am privileged enough to have the education, means and confidence to procure a private scan.
It breaks my heart to think of someone in a less fortunate position who would still be waiting for their CA125 to come back (it said on my NHS app it would be back in a month-I knew this couldn't be right so I went in to query it after 3 days-cry number 1-when they wouldn't give me my results despite them being in!) and hoping that they had been referred via the 2 week wait (they wouldn't have been) so they'd just be waiting...and waiting...and waiting...It makes me SO angry!
Ah well, not so pozzy vibes from me after all🤣 Over and out peeps I got yoga to goto 🧘♀️💚🧘♀️
Thanks to everyone who has been so kind to me over the last few weeks and all my patients that let me move appointments around so graciously.
You are all AWESOME!
Love ya!
R x