01/03/2026
With these 2 pictures I wanted to show you a physical representation of the difference a year can make 😊
I began last March feeling terrible, my weight was not only a physical burden but a mental one too.
When I look at these 2 pictures I don't really see the weight loss, I see the healing I have had to do to get here.
I picture 1 I'm smiling but it is a mask, I know the fear, the judgement, the feeling of failure, the shame and embarrassment that smile is hiding. All of my emotional baggage is physically there for everyone to see and use as a weapon to beat me down more. I was tired of not being enough.
I picture 2 I see a years worth of hard work, not the food but the understanding.
Understanding what led here, why food, just like alcohol, drugs or any other addiction became a crutch.
I learnt to work with my feelings rather than trying to numb them with food.
After years of Yo Yo dieting I realised that unless I dealt with the foundation of the problem it would always be an issue.
This isn’t about weight. It’s about emotional healing and understanding the “why” behind coping behaviours.
So I start this March having lost weight but having gained so much more than smaller clothes.
I still have a way to go, but that's OK, there is no rush, I've learnt it's pointless reaching your goal if you don't learn anything along the way!
This isn’t about size — it’s about emotional healing ❤️
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