20/04/2026
So beautiful ♡
A close up of a submerged floral session with some Blackthorn, an image I have not share before ( I took it two years ago!). I like the action and almost monochrome look to this one. Blackthorn have strong links to magic so lots of with was used at the start to create a magical feeling.
I am not managing to photograph much lately as I have been particularly unwell with yet another really nasty respiratory virus which has floored me. I think this might be the 5th nasty bug in 7 months, resulting in Laryngitis, strong cold symptoms, an extremely sore throat, ear ache and my jaw doing something very painful when I eat, or sometimes just swallow. I think my immune system is on its knees - I have barely had one full week free of viruses and recovered from them this last 7 months. So on top of having M.E. I have not been managing much - Ive missed so many family or friend get togethers, two of Michaels 60th birthday celebrations, my own birthday. So whilst I may appear busy and productive by churning out photos on here, the reality is so very different - many photos I share are actually from previous photo shoots.
Still I am not unhappy, I manage to keep my brain occupied through all of this, and I am very grateful for all the good things in life, but its harder when you cannot either see or facetime a friend or family member and chat.
We all seem so good at putting on appearances on social media that makes it look like life is great. The reality away from those few seconds of posting a photo or video can often be very different. Anyone can make it look like they have the perfect life on social media, although I am not sure why exactly people feel the need to pretend everything in life is perfect all the time. We all have ups and downs in life and NOBODY is perfect. I prefer keeping it real and being authentic to myself, no pretences.
There seems to be a growing amount of my followers who appreciate this and many who have asked me to share tips on how I manage my life and photography with M.E. / health challenges. This is what has prompted me to try to produce videos when I am able. I never thought for a second that anyone would be interested in how I have adapted. But I have had some lovely appreciative feedback and comments, so more will follow when I can manage.