29/11/2025
There was a time that seemed to go on forever where I ignored my spirit. I felt that I lived in upheaval, pain, sorrow, loneliness and being misunderstood for so long that it became more comfortable and normal to live that life, then it was to listen to my intuition and soul.
But just as you can't run away from your self and what you truly are, my spirit eventually and inevitably became to loud for me to ignore anymore, like a skin around me that became so tight and dry it needed to be shed.
I decided to listen to me. I decided to honour me. I went against the grain of all I knew and delved into me. In there is where I found everything, the good, the bad, the blessed and the nightmares and my power.
I faced them all and realised they were all parts of myself that I didnt listen to. Parts of others I felt I needed to carry for them. Parts of everyone and everywhere that I felt was worth holding rather then not being seen.
Once I realised that none of that needed to be held any longer, only acknowledged, I remembered with the help and wisdom of a higher power, what it is to transmute that, and with it, forge what was needed to heal parts of me rather then darken it.
And I kept on doing that, I found the more I did it the healthier and healthier I became in all levels and the stronger I was and continue to be now. I was remembering who I was before life itself surrounded me in energy that I didnt know I could move, that I could manipulate into medicine for the soul. That I could harness for my wellbeing and then the wellbeing of others.
My soul began to brighten and brighten and my spirit listened to the souls speaking.
I haven't looked back since, only with gratitude knowing that without that journey, I would not have the knowledge and experience and spirit for what I am driven to do in life now, with my energy work, soul speak and teaching.
I preach about energy healing, I post constantly with guidance, messages, nuggets of wisdom and facts, the spirit world, holistic healing and so on, and that won't stop.
Everything I talk about, everything I do, it all comes from experience.
I would not recommend, I would not promote and practice and I would not teach about anything that I have not been through myself.
Why do I do what I do? why did I give up a secure wage, and take a massive leap and leave the social norms of employment to set up my own holistic healing practice and teach what I do? Because not doing it made me ill. Trusting myself, listening to my intuition, feeling the energy and transmuting it and going with my gut, taking a leap of faith and knowing the power that got me through my darkest days and held me, that showed me how to heal me. That had me backing myself and guided me to that path that is healing many others, is always there by my side.
Flowing with life moves the stagnant energy that makes us ill. Trying to swim against the flow is what will break us down and drag us through.
I chose my spirit and I listened to my soul.
We all have that choice.
There's an old saying "what's for you will never pass you by" and no it won't, but it will be up to you to take notice of when it gets near to you so you recognise when it arrives.
