06/10/2025
The run I resisted. Until now…
When I was working in the corporate world my big excuse was I didn’t have the time.
Then running became a big mental block.
It became symbolic of everything I couldn’t get “right”. And when something becomes a trigger for failure, you avoid it.
Until the avoidance itself becomes the real problem.
A few weeks ago, I did my second ever 5k.
The first one was so bad I swore it didn’t count. But done is better than perfect, so I’m counting it now.
The tiny mental shift changed things enough for me to see running as a new friend (whaaa?!). Not the friend who pushes me too hard, the one that shows up when I’m not feeling like myself.
I don’t run for validation.
I don’t run to fix myself.
I run because I have the ability - physically, mentally and emotionally, to do so today.