03/12/2022
This 🥰😭 .burke
Posted • Hi my love, it’s me, your wife, just a little different these days but it’s still me…The one who you’d sit and stare at the sunset with for hours, chatting about the life we’d one day build together, the family we’d one day have.
The one you travelled the world with.
The one who begged you to take photos with, knowing one day we’d need them more than we know…
The one you’d sleep in with, until day became night again, binging a series without a care in the world.
The one you’d take out for lavish brunches followed by dinner plans that same night.
The one you’d play board games with, on our own or with our dearest friends, for hours on end.
The one you’d make tear laugh with your silly ways that made my cheeks hurt and gave my tummy a workout.
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The one that always pulled you onto the dance floor and made you dance, against your will, but you secretly loved ‘letting go’ for a brief moment.
The one who made you laugh with my daggy, carefree ways, on a daily basis.
The one that was so smitten by you, by us. That yes - I’d still be annoyed with you for leaving all the cupboard doors open and not putting your laundry away, but nonetheless, smitten.
The one that couldn’t wait to see you when I got home from - anywhere, that I’d be texting when I was out. You, likewise, and eagerly await your arrival back home.
It’s me…it’s still me, a little different these days, I do still eagerly await your arrival but now it’s mostly because I need your help. I don’t laugh as much as I did, or take every opportunity to dance, nor can we spend all day lounging together or long, lavish lunches…not at this time in our lives.
I’m mostly overstimulated by the days, exhausted by the nights, overtired and a little spent from being our babies’ everything. But it’s everything we’ve wanted, everything we’ve ever dreamed, that little family we always talked about and wished upon, they’re here, they found us, they chose us. How crazy lucky are we? That’s one thing, almost the only thing we have in common these days, in this season.
But it’s me, it’s still me my love, I’m still here…
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