23/09/2025
Good Evening Guys π My cousin sent me this and I think itβs beautiful πββ¬ Waking up this morning with the gut wrenching feeling of emptiness was raw, I got up to let Monty out to go toilet then I just broke down, we cried ourselves to sleep and woke up crying π’ looking over at the little place he loved to sit knowing he will never sit there again, or walk in the door and give me his little cuddle by nudging my leg with his nose to say I love you π₯° I left the kids off today so we could all just spend time together and grieve, walking out to the back garden to his little grave is just surreal, he has been on my bed for weeks π I was looking back at all our photos and I realised Monty came to live with us on the 4th of October 2017, the year of my major Spiritual Awakening, my little spiritual guide and protector π€ I donβt know why i thought he was 9 he was 8 π Iβve been calling upon AA Raphael to comfort anyone grieving, when a loved one passes, they need to go on their own souls journey and we need to work through the the five stages of grief, Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance, it takes time π©΅ If you are struggling, call upon AA Raphael, lean on him and allow yourself to feel what needs feeling π§‘ May you all have a restful nightβs sleep as you lay safely wrapped in the arms of your loving angels ππβ€οΈπ§‘πππππ€π