
08/05/2025
There is light at the end of the road!
Grief never ends it changes over time, but it shows how deeply we love.
So today, I'm sharing a poem I wrote yesterday remembering my brother David.
8th May 1994 forever etched in our memory & our hearts.
Thankfully, I found healing in many forms, but the peace I found in 2016 is touched upon below.
"Another Year"
The sun is shining as it did that day when our world was turned upside down
The darkness I thought would never fade, I no longer feel drowned.
I learned about acceptance and what a struggle this has been,
I learned about forgiveness, something I never thought I'd feel.
You see forgiveness doesn't mean being let off the hook, forgiveness means I take back my peace even when I feel shook!
Although grief brings up many questions, the biggest one is WHY?
Why us?
Why now?
Why David?
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE?????
The trauma, the hurt, the pain, the loss, it never goes away,
We all feel it differently as we move throughout our day.
I was trapped.....
in my body
in my mind
in my life
Barely existing in a life I really didn't like!
I didn't know it could be different or that I could change.....but then I went on a "hike"
It was more than just a walk it was the Camino de Santiago in Spain.
I didn't realise as each day passed and with every step I took ,that it would help to ease the pain.
With every day I walked, I dropped the mask a little more,
I realised there was a peace within that I had been searching for.
I was now ready to explore!
I started to feel, I really can do this, I can break the spell of grief and learn to live life again and feel a little bliss.
An open heart filled with gratitude, taking just one step at a time, knowing I am living now, not just existing on a timeline!
Barbara Byrne 7th May 2025