10/09/2020
hello,i will try in English becouse its my "Jungian" language. it wil be filled by mistakes but its a good metafor for my life.
There are news in my life actualy in my death . It got prity close. Do not know the date, i got lung cancer stage 4. The curative therapy faild to help and i do not have any magic special mutation to save me.
Tonight i will ask a qustion.
I do have a chronic noiromuscular diseas which is progressive. In the recent year i was buisy with thinking about how my life are going to be ended and when. There too many phisical losts and disabilities and some dispare ( also some joys ) and i was looking for a way ot in dignity and as less as pain to my family.
I could not found a way.
Then came ths cancer!!!
Is it my psychic way to show me the road? a rogh and crul one but it calls me for facinating inner work.
I do wonder its realy look like i have a way out.
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