11/09/2025
âI Thought I Would Cry⌠But Something Else Happenedâ
I always imagined Iâd break down in tears when I finally sat before Adi Kailash.
Every time I had seen videos or photos of this sacred place before, I would cry â from longing, from devotion, from lifetimes of remembering.
So I thought that when I stood before Him, my body would tremble, my heart would overflow.
But none of that happened.
Instead⌠I went still.
Absolutely still.
It was as if my soul had stopped breathing â not out of fear or pain, but because something greater had taken over.
I became a living dead body.
Eyes half open, heart suspended, breath shallow.
No thoughts. No emotions. Just a vast, eerie stillness.
I sat there⌠like an offering placed at the feet of the divine.
Then, something strange began to happen.
I started slipping into trance â automatically, without effort.
My body wouldnât move. My eyes refused to stay open. My head began to sway gently on its own, pulled by something unseen.
And just when a part of me remembered â âWait⌠I had to record a transmissionâŚâ
I realized I had no strength.
No stability. No voice. No sanity.
I couldnât even lift my hand, let alone perform an energetic transmission.
And yetâŚ
Something happened.
My left eye was half open â gazing at Adi Kailash, still visible through the clouds.
And my right eye was completely shut â but in that darkness, a vision unfolded.
I saw a silhouette â tall, still, powerful.
Mahadev.
He walked through the veil of my consciousness and softly said:
âYou relax⌠We will do it.â
He stood there â calm, eternal â and began to spin a vortex of energy around Himself.
This vortex wasnât violent. It was precise. Measured. Divine.
And then, slowlyâŚ
He turned towards me.
The moment His energy touched mine, I wasnât myself anymore.
There was no âmeâ â just waves of transmission flowing through and outwards, into the land, the sky, the grid, and every soul connected to it.
I was not the transmitter.
I was just a receiver.
They⌠He⌠did everything.
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