17/10/2024
Finding Myself Through The Storm by Arushi L
There’s no need to pretend you’re strong all the time,
For the world, too heavy for small hands to hold,
Never warned me how loneliness could build
A home in my chest, where hope should have thrived.
As a child, I learned what it felt like to be unseen—
Classmates, loud and cruel,
Left me in shadows, hiding my voice.
But when I returned home, I felt weightless,
The burdens of school and loneliness lifted,
For at home, love was my refuge.
Yet even love couldn’t calm the storm—
When I stepped outside to study,
Loneliness followed like an unwanted friend.
I walked alone through halls of silence,
Until one day, fear became too much.
I dropped out of college,
Not from lack of ability,
But because the whispering doubts grew louder—
“You’re not good enough.”
Back at home, fear caught me again.
My family worried about my future,
While society treated me like a failure.
Somewhere deep inside, I feared
My family felt the same.
No one cared for my mental health,
So I learned the hardest lesson—
No one understands you better than you.
I learned to comfort myself,
Found joy in my own company,
Taught myself how to survive.
But life is full of unexpected turns.
I started anew at a different college,
The wildest chapter of my life.
And guess what? I found my people—
Friends who truly saw me,
Who showed me I wasn’t as alone as I thought.
Then the news came—
My family dragged into a case over our own land,
The land where my parents, poor farmers,
Worked tirelessly for 27 years.
Now we face those who should protect our rights,
Advocates trying to seize our home through deceit.
I began to hate that people like them exist,
Privileged, powerful, yet cruel.
Problems come and go; I know that now.
I’ve learned to confront life’s challenges,
No matter how dark they seem.
I’ve taught myself not to be the problem,
To rise above struggles and grow.
Because in the end,
The storms of life may shape you,
But it’s your own strength that will guide you through.