
30/01/2025
How was my Jan 2025? I am so happy with small good things and right habits that I was able to form in last 30 days. It started with a roller coaster of emotions, emotional breakdowns.
đI made an annual plan of things I want to achieve this year.
Went to gym followed by a yoga routine 10 days consistently, except period days.
Mid Month, I and mom got super sick. 𤧠I recovered in 7 days physically but couldnât recover mentally with on and off personal life issues that were going on during this time. My entire dreamworld of future got shattered in mid Jan again.
It was quite in a depressive and sad phase where i couldnât get myself out of bed for days. I was anyhow pushing myself to take shower and eat healthy on time and continue doing my work and serve the clients that I am supposed to help. However, in terms of making new content. I couldnât do that much. I didnât have any energy or mental bandwidth to do anything.
Mom took longer to recover. She got hospitalized for couple of days, She is still slightly unwell. My mom friend passed away during this time at the age around 50. It left me thinking, these days life expectancy in metro cities is really low.
Tbh, Itâs a mental roller coaster of choosing between getting out of this city due to high pollution and low life expectancy and focus on my own life and get settled or stay back with parents.
Anyway. Month End, I managed to push myself out of all of this overthinking and relooked at my plan that I made.
I re-started thinking about things that are good, things I am grateful for and some positive affirmations for my present and future and pushed myself to get on track again. This was the most hard step.
I booked my tickets for Pryagraj Mahakumbh, Meghalaya and thought to invest into self improvement by doing another new yoga and meditation course from Rishikesh by the end of Feb.
Taking these small decisions really helped me build a momentum. In Jan last week, I made some amazing sessions for pcod, fibroids, fertility, Pregnancy. I conducted Beej Shudhi webinar for couples facing infertility.