20/04/2019
KALPANA:
Is a kind of an aspiration. A complete journey of mine as per all these systems and culture of yoga. A journey towards a different existence. A journey of a human being like u all ,from normality to abnormality and again backing to life in more vibrant wayward ways. I wanna share all my experience by my channel from a normal life a man how haded Towards a excruciating painful three and half years of bed retained sufferings. Then back again stepping towards vertical limits. How it’s possibles? A human body which had lost all its abilities and capabilities to survive and waiting desperately to breath last to end up his all journey as a human being. It’s really impossible for me to express the level of agonising life I lived , but I will never forget that till I end next. Doctors checked me up and gave up theirs last hope , and so do I. I had moved to Hyderabad for more keen treatment . But there they said me , u maybe survive but will be on bed rest of ur life as mummified body. I wanted u realises it, few years back a body was capable of doing anything in its limits but now have to survive as a living creature not as a human. Burden for all, depends for all, Complete necrosis, solitary confinement. It doesn’t offer conclusion in my life. My journey starts from here towards yoga and pushing myself beyond melancholia. This disease took away all I possessed and obsessed, even my thinking abilities. I used my necropolis as a yard of yoga...... journey starts. After one year everything, just everything changed. Again I am back in a new and fresh rhythm, maybe more exuberance within. KALPANA is not only my dreams, my imaginations but also beyond my KALPANA .