27/10/2024
The Missing Piece — My Eureka Moment 🔥
I realized at 40, after experiencing it all—Success, Fame, Power—that none of it mattered anymore. None of it fueled me. For the past 15 years, I held onto a simple purpose: to be Happy and to Make Happy. Yet, no matter how hard I tried, I kept falling—again and again, a million times. But being the eternal optimist, I kept going, publicly, tirelessly. Still, deep down, something was missing. The drive, the fire to truly live, was absent.
And then, this morning—it all changed.
I spent 25 minutes, filled with rage, ranting non-stop. Furious. This 22-year-old worker had left a crucial 3-day job half-done, vanished without a word, ignoring my calls, leaving me to pay the price—literally. A week later, he has the audacity to show up demanding payment.
I snapped.
Every second he stood there, lying, avoiding responsibility, dodging accountability, provoking me with empty apologies, saying sorry a million times—but meaning none of it. He finally admitted that he cost me money, admitting fault. That meant I owed him nothing.
And then? He lost it. Stormed out. Cursing me, full of rage.
But that was when it hit me—my Eureka moment.
ANGER is the most powerful force in the world.
This wasn't about the money. It was about a 22-year-old who feels entitled, despite being irresponsible. It’s about how lying, cheating, dishonesty, hypocrisy—none of it matters anymore in our world. Accountability is extinct. He isn’t alone in this; our society is dysfunctional, and this is the face of tomorrow.
I paid him as a favor, even got him another job. I hope he learned something. But you know what? I finally have.
ANGER is my driving force. It fuels me. I LOVE MY ANGER. It’s my FUEL to live life, to fight, to thrive.
The fire is back.