18/10/2023
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Lord Shiva and Me
That night I slept with little anger on my Baba (Lord Shiva).
A dream or reality or a fascination of meeting lord Shiva made me awake at midnight. I felt I had wings and I travelled through Clouds as if I was invited by him. I landed up to a place where I could see him looking at the snowy mountains with a breeze in the Air and a fog.
I was so overwhelmed to notice he might have said Nikhil, how are you? Why are you so surprised to see me, I am and will always be with you, to answer your curious questions and give guidance.
I whispered with teary eyes, every time I meet you, I am astonished.
He asked then why I was angry on him, I replied “The Sufferings I am going through Baba”. He had a sweet smile on his face and he said, is this the reason you wanted to meet me.
He smiled and said “If I say you are blessed with a wish that whatever you speak would be the reality, what would you speak”. I didn’t understand as why he told me so or did, he really blessed with for that.
I went into my own thoughts on this and later realized that what he meant “This is Maaya, in real sense you are me and I am you, why should I make suffer myself”.
Really, I said and this left me with tears in my eyes, like they too wanted to meet baba. Baba, can I sit on your Lap, I asked.
Again, with a smile, he said why not my child, sitting on his lap was the most precious moments, a feeling of completeness a feeling which can’t be described in words. He continued, my child it is you who have attached to Maaya that makes you suffer.
The vision you see through is the Maaya. Maaya makes you suffer.
I don’t want you or the other people to suffer. But don’t you feel that there should be a consequence for every action of yours.
You know I left to Maaya who then created the Law of Karma. And you would be surprised to know, I too don’t have any control over “law of karma”.
So be in Turiya state. (Refer Mandukya Upanishad)
All is Maaya, the sufferings are not real.
Get up, its morning, we have to visit Lord Shiva Temple, said my child. And with that sound I woke up rubbing my eyes.