Ngaomei Diary

03/04/2023

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05/02/2023

So far 2023 is good with God grace

18/06/2021

Now you can reach us through what app

22/05/2021

It's been long time fam since we updated last.. We are lock by the happening around and our Mental health is shaken.. Yet we shall remain stronger and keep pushing forward..

27/04/2021

20/11/2020

Late post: It was 5 am in the morning and waking up to a message “YOU ARE AMAZING HAPPY INTERNATIONAL MEN’S DAY” was a nostalgic moment when someone’s there to count our accompany, our joy and pain. For some reason I feel so proud that a person knows me so well my strength and weakness that I thought no one knows. So I jot it down few lines on this day to every men.

This is a message to all men’s out there…

Dear Gentle Male,

There are many people who need you just as much as you need them. Who truly appreciate your effort and contribution. The world when it’s quotes for men, always find things to doubt it. But to keep fighting for what you believe is our goal because even you compromise on basics, they will come up with a new s**t every time.

And when it comes to EMOTION, stream them all without hesitation. Humans are made of feelings & senses. And the answer to WHY MEN CRY? A man to shed any tears takes a very special someone. We are being taught to toughen up and act like a man. Imagine how many tears from all those years we have kept inside in order to keep up with the image of a being a real man? Mind, the two reason why men’s eyes wet, when we are afraid of losing something and when experiencing pure joy and bliss. We are moulded with same form from the same species, moulded from the same experience and evolution since our earliest ancestors. So yea, if a guy cries, he's in his most vulnerable place and dares open up. It may seem weak but it really takes strength to expose your soft and vulnerable side as a man. Because man cry when they lose something or are afraid of losing something that is more than themselves.

28/10/2020

𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 -𝐁𝐢𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝

Let me be obsess with the wonder and cosmos coming my path.
Perhaps I am not sure though but I have this strong aura that there is no stranger stories.
But design only in the stories of US.
Keeping out the cold winter night, we take the fireworks that lit the sky to our warm and delight.
Where we negate the mundane but validate the heavenly magic.

Like a soul made love intertwined with yours let the star above shine bright.
Right now I am enough knowing my calling,
An honor for lifetime, an ode to my solitude.
And for the reason why I am bringing this to a table is to know my acquaintance.

Like a whirlwind, life activity leaves breathless.
Was defeated a minute ago but was a sincere choice.
But there honesty in little moment, no digits can measure.
That worthy moment are our memories turning into pearls.
So when the next little moment arrive be honor to pat yourself.
Because we will try to keep up - to do it right - to make it all worth it.
For I perceived trust enough to inspire.

08/09/2020

This took me a while to learn..
It's a long story about how I learn to forgive myself and how understanding me better make me so relieved.. Yes every individual have our own story.. I have emotionally tortured myself which was never healthy to live a progressive life.. When you are emotionally sick you have many reasons to blame yourself, for pushing so hard on yourself, for loving to much, and you will cry everyday trying to find the answer that you have already. And this cycle will make you weak spiritually, mentally and physically. Sonner had I found that forgiving ourself is so important, I could have escaped this struggle.

You cannot take full advantage of this gift of forgiveness unless you show willingness of letting go of what make you struggle. You have to embrace this gift and take charge of your life.
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24/07/2020

Tip for better you
Be patience with yourself and just keep doing things in discovering who you are. Know that it will take time in getting your own peice no matter where you are right now.

22/07/2020

There are certain things that is impossible for us to do during this time to get on the same page with each other and figure out what do we make. Amidst all the plan and dreams being crash many times I have tried and tried my best and tried to stay positive and to stay hopeful but certainly not always. Those failed stories seems to prove its useless to have hope on something.

But I also take this time as a blessing in disguised. Though we've been away for a while, this lock down has brought us together all in. We have time for each other we share our stories and talked about how we take our bond to next level and there's lot more of things that we need to talk. How we align our journey with our goal in 5 years. All this made me realised that the little time that I have seems so privileged now.

I believe even though the past few months have many failed stories, the second half of 2020 will be fruitful and joyful time for everyone and lot of success to our promise that we made to ourselves and how we reconnect with our joys and how we balance our time.
By sharing this to anyone who have been stuck for last few months "It's OK" better days on the way..

18/07/2020

Being positive is what something we got to choose. With life ups and down we are given always two choices: you can either embrace the negativity and the horrible rain cloud above your head, or you can understand that your day didn’t start how you would’ve liked and choose to change your perspective..

23/06/2020