22/03/2026
Reflections on disappointment...
I have always liked the quote, "Talk about your blessings more than your burdens." ~ I have found this very helpful with my personal growth, but I also believe that it is important to reflect on and sometimes express our burdens. Our burdens show up to show us where we need to heal, or to grow, or they catapult us toward making important changes in our lives.
I have been feeling burdened with an undercurrent of disappointment over the last few months...
My business is not growing, and as an entrepreneur, this weighs heavy on me. I have always worked hard to make the yoga center the special place that it is, but for the past two seasons I have consciously put myself into turbo overdrive to try to get financially ahead. Not only is my business not growing, but it has been shrinking this year and last year.
I am feeling like no matter how much heart, soul & sweat that I put into the yoga center, I am not having success with growth. I am tired of living in financial survival mode.
Though I am experiencing disappointment, I feel immense appreciation for another wonderful season lived at Buena Onda and for everyone who continues to support my business. The time we share is rich with healing, laughter, heartfelt moments and lasting memories.
It is very possible that this might be the last season. Honestly I am sad and confused with what to do. The yoga center is falling apart, and there is no money to fix it. I am starting to feel nudged out of the space and I am praying that some new amazing opportunity is brewing for me to share my gifts of teaching and holding space for other's personal growth.
I don't know what the future holds for Buena Onda but what I do know is...
~ I want to thrive financially.
~ I want to grow as a yoga teacher.
~ I want to teach in beautiful studios, centers and in nature.
~ I am open to moving away from Barra.
~ I am open to being part of someone elses' project/business. ️
I am sending these feelings ~ desires ~ words out into the Universe and doing my best to trust that everything is lining up for me.
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